Sunday, March 18, 2007
Mood: depressed & alone; red noseIm not gg to start w the crap "long time since I've last blogged"...haha but i guess i juz did... lolz.. blog is a quite messy but no worries so its not public..anyway juz managed to get unlimited broadband access so I believe tat I'll be able to blog everydae if possible...
Got into this job @ Boardroom although not many pp talks to mi but I think it does not matters too cos once in a whil pp will come to my desk and talk... and i can listen to music.. but for the past few daes i kept listening o my hatred station:Power 98 zzz they kept playing some michael jackson's songs realli remind m of Palms... hmmm mondae still got 3 more files of GST input & output to key into e system to submit to IRAS for the GST quarter return... Im glad tat i studied 2 modules of Tax.... =)
For todae, i kept watching dramas online till i feel like vomiting...lolz... not realli la... juz tat tudou is slow @ night so i cant watch ghost whisperer... it sux cos it kept stopping when it reaches the climax... =(
mondae gg to meet mrs lum as well my secondary sch friends, im actually looking forward to it but will i be happy to c weiqi? I always dislike her in sec sch so y i bother! so hack her... damn her.. spare tyre? dream on... ya... fat tyre!
Had prety much thoughts todae.. I realli hope Boardroom will not trick my feelings and employ mi as Perm staff cos I realli hope to learn in an accounting firm..if not i'll quit n find another job in Deloitte, KMPG, Enrst & Young or PWC... as tax officier or some other accounting firms... no way am i gg to private cos... the thought of having to go ACCA later realli sux... I dun wanna age along the yrs and cant pass the modules... i wan a life.. I dun wanna breastfeed my baby and study at the same time... Pei Shan actually suggest to go ACCA study full time together in 2009 but do i realli wan this? Is it advisable to go study Jap for the time being? I dun wanna waste time learning nth at all... I cant bear the thought tat im not studying anymore.. i hate myself tat I made e choice to go TP cos of e finance modules but i love myself for choosing TP cos of the wonderful and funny lecturers and my fellow school mates..juz hope tat i'll receive NTU letter saying tat im accepted... then i shall hop into the hostels and stay there..
There r so many uncertainty in life... like Shao Qi... who could hav imagine him like this... he's not realli insane but juz unstable... will i be like him? I fear to get married cos i dun think many will attend my marriage then i'll look pathetic...am i in depression? Guess im falling again...
Hello Kitty are loves ♥
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