Saturday, February 05, 2005
bloody hell so sick n sian... happily reach home... my mama nag scold whine then scream at mi... so sick of her... i cannot stand her... every nite muz make mi cry then happy... cannot stand her unreasonable... wat e hell la... everydae every single bloody hell dae... i always happy happy then go home will be sad n then cry she pervert de leh.. love to see mi sad...how i wish i can get out of this hse! cannot stand her! this not happy that not happy... comment abt mi comment abt e hse comment of time comment abt lateness...when todae i reach home so early.. talk to her? 4get it.. always talk when end up quarrel say i dun even noe my results.. sux man love to whine n whine... then wat always tok on phone... bills things... she hor.. juz love to anyhow bring up a topic n whine then scream then see mi cry... siao~ i wan to leave e hse asap.... get out... y i onli child... sux lor... wat bill now $70+++ very x... wat last time $50+++ when? siao i always $100+++ lor... crazy woman... this family sux! unreasonable... my god daddy also dun bother abt her juz go to his room n sleep... whu wanna care abt her... i also dun wan... i in e living room juz to use e com...
watever la... k... tok abt happy things...did project wif qiao ping, elizabeth, lina n wen hao todae... beri fun... we joked alot... MBS tut was fast n boring... then go library n wait for qi... wanna study ended up toking to dear n also ronald... planned to meet ronald later received e news from qi tat she no duty todae so she ended early but i already meeting ronald le... haiz... so no choice... went lab n makan wif ronald till 5 then meet qi...she gave mi a $100 hong bao... so paiseh... dun wish to take...although im touched but no thx... i apprepiate it but i dun wanna take... i noe i got u as a friend/support can le... thx qi n her mama... managed to return her mama after tat =) good good! if i need money i will ask k...
shopping dae 4 qiqi... shop 4 shoes... in e end nv buy any... maybe is my fault for asking her to continue browsing then buy... we walked ard... walked into MPH bookstore... saw alot of chicken soup bks... chicken soup 4 e ocean's soul, bride's soul, romance soul... aiyoh... so nice!!! went top shop also...we tried some topz... i tried e one darius sae will look nice on mi.... u judge whether darius's taste is good or not..
sorry abit small cos i 4got to adjust e setting... so how? a bit low cut...ok lor... but is a dress... wat u think give comments ok? wanna go cut my fringe de... asked ard...REDS $10... too x... peter n guy $8... but closing le... in e end nv cut again... haiz sian... thinking of cutting on sun... dunno la... sure nv cry again... then go carrefour...got bras.... pierre cardin de...cheap n nice... 2 sets $39... beri nice... got also cheaper de... but not sets... $15.90 for 1 bra... $15 for 3 panties... can make into set le... fancy for red de... got bikin kind ($39) aiyo! wanna buy no money... walk a little more got CD sale... $4 for VCDs... got energy old 1... andy lau... yanzi... a-mei... alot... then saw zhou jie lun new vcd/cd.... so nice e songs... i watched he look yandao leh (4 e 1st time) at 1st wanna buy but...no $$$ haiz~!! beri nice lor e songs... qing tian... aiyoh~falling in love... then saw some nail polish... brown de... is nice.... then saw K700i sony ericsson hp...beri nice... qiao pin n wen hao got e hp beri clear e image... mp3 player...radio aiyoh~ my hp now spoiling le lor... sux man... my hp still got $280 value... hmmmm... aiyaya... shopping is nice de hor!
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1:09 AM
Thursday, February 03, 2005
I FAIL MY OB!!!!! haiz... e whole class onli 2 persons fail n i was one of them...beri sad n scare! I DUN WISH TO RETAKE THIS SUB NEXT SEM! shit tml worse MBS!!! my econs also flunk... 53/100 drop so much... dun understand econs!! OB!! MBS!!! SHIT! i wan to study le! i dun care... no more gg out so much... tml meet qi accompany her then no more pls... end of story... can go out but not so often le... i muz go home n STUDY EVERYDAE!!! N I REALLI MEAN EVERYDAE!! ='(
was broke n 4get to bring a bit of cash... in e end wallet no money at all... not even a cent.. shit... then breakfast nv eat... luckily Lina offered 2 lend mi $$$ 1st, thanks ger! $2... although not much but enough for mi to buy sandwich at $1... 3 slices... with tuna, cheese/cucumber & egg fillings! yeah baby! save mi my breakfast! break at 1pm went lab wait 4 Lina... cos she skipped OB lect.. i hate OB but no choice no failing 4 mi... waited till 115pm...nv do much MBS project... haiz... then go psycho lect wif elieen n syvia le..beri boring... terrence was e lect...haiz...wanna zzzz no attendence taken wat e hell... 3pm finished... rushed home to rest... ate cup noodles... been eating it 4 3 weeks in a roll le... sux man... but no choice cos serious financial prob...was tired end up falling asleep... woke up at 445pm shit... late le...rush 2 school...hav psycho tut...ok lor... quite sian
after tut, meet dear go bedok go makan in e end saw jean so we sat together n makan... tok abt christina... jean sae she shd be back wif her ex...blah blah... jean also gg 2 quit palms soon... haiz... blah blah... then i spent time wif dear chit chat n went 2 e library borrowed some dogs guide book + chicken soup haha so cute e dogs' pic...=)
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10:58 PM
Tuesday, February 01, 2005
juz came back home from TM... dear was ill todae... he nv zzz last nite... so poor thing... was my fault 4 saying some stupid stuff... sorry...
bus stat tut was e 1st tut of e dae... selwyn revise wif us e continuous graph thing... understand beta... but when i hav doubts he wasnt able 2 clear my doubts clearly so i m still blur... he's so impatient... haiz... went mensa 2 wif lina...ate seafood spategette + lentil & bacon soup... all sux... waste my money...was totally officially broke... not even a single cent in my wallet.. haiz... econs lect ended early todae... so meet up wif dear... cos he on MC.. but he looked fine.. we went 2 e library n also rent VCDs... need 2 help him burn...found my psychology resources... yeah! later need 2 do le... thurs need 2 hand in le.. =( dumped into hui shan in e washroom, she sae tat ytd VB training onli she n hui lin turned up... hai... wats happening 2 vb... i think vb will soon close down... sad
dear is beri nice 2 mi.... he buy mi food.... n also cosmetic... he lent mi abt 4 bucks 2 help mi photocopy my stuff n also top up my concession card as i shortage of $2... well i dun wan so much either although he wanna give mi $10... think abt it he spent alot on mi todae... e cosmetic consisting of foundation n concealer was $28++ cheap hor... watson on sale... brought ZA foundation... originally 24.90 discounted to abt $19+++, maybelline concealer originally $11.30 discounted to $9+++... i was shocked cos at 1st i tot was $30+++... so cheap... at this cost i could buy 1 clinque blusher le! oh no....dear at 1st wanna buy e l'oreal new curl mascara de promotion onli $11... so cheap plus l'oreal blusher costing $11++ 4 mi too but i dun think its necessary... i dun wanna waste his money... dear u're so good 2 mi but i dunno how 2 tell u how best u r... not tat u buy mi all these but is ur love 4 mi... i felt loved... thx... i love u dear
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8:12 PM
now got tis urge 2 become a air stewardess, maybe is bcos i like e airport too much le... then see those air stewardess... so pretty, carefree, able 2 travel ard...SIA girl... wooo... so went into SIA webby n check it out...
Details:
We will soon be conducting a recruitment exercise in Singapore. If you meet the following standards, we will be pleased to receive your application.
Requirements:
- Singapore citizenship or PR status; or Malaysian citizenship
- At least 1.58m in height- At least 2 GCE ‘A’-level credits and 2 ‘O’-level credits including General Paper in the GCE ‘A’-level examination, or a Diploma from a local polytechnic; (Applicants with higher qualifications are welcome to apply.)
- Willingness and commitment to serve a compulsory service bond Preference will be given to candidates who are able to speak a foreign language or are experienced in customer service.
Training/Bond:
If you make it through our rigorous selection process, you will undergo about 4 months training and will be required to serve a service bond.
Remuneration and Service Benefits:
Apart from the opportunity to experience various cultures and meet new people from around the world, upon completion of training, you can also look forward to salary and allowances of about S$3,500 a month, an annual wage supplement of one month’s basic salary and profit-sharing bonus. You will also be entitled to free travel to any SIA destination once a year and enjoy discounted travel at other times. There is an attractive annual leave scheme and comprehensive training programmes.
Interested?:
HR Recruitment (Cabin Crew), Singapore Airlines Ltd, C/O 03-A, SIA Training Centre, Airmail Transit Centre PO Box 501, Singapore 918101.Interviews will be conducted in Singapore on 29 January 2005. Only shortlisted applicants will be notified by email.Those who have applied in November 2004 need not apply again
so interesting n how fun life could be to be an air stewardess, its so much beta than being an accountant.... i will strive 2 be an accountant but an accountant 4 e german airline/SIA... i wan to relate myself to any airline stuff... regret tat i nv go take tourism diploma.. tat was my 2nd course by due 2 SARs i gave it up...
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9:38 AM
Monday, January 31, 2005
blue blue dae for mi... feeling sick...very very sick...went out of hse early todae cos meeting qi darling she wans 2 pass mi my birthdae present n ayumi cd e old album... however no bus is to be seen waited since 820 to 840... either no bus or too crowded...managed 2 reach sch at 850... late... sorry qi darling... but thx 4 ya chicken soup for e christian soul book n e lovely card =)
yuppie todae's e 1st dae of sch n hajar's birthdae.. i wished her happy birthdae n every1 started wishing her too.. 20th birthdae...go ger...! bus stat lect... as usual dun understand e lect... asked yuhong whether she wans 2 go NE forum on wed/thurs... in e end found out jen n yuhong attending cleaners' day event on sat... got CIP... so y not... but a little sad tat if i nv mention abt e NE thing i might not noe got tis event... i love pp's accompany de i dun like 2 do things alone not independent u see...been e onli child 4 19 years is lonely... well i email e person le dunno how...haven reply mi yet..jen rebonded her hair... =) nice... sat beside hui shan... she sae she gg VB training todae despite nv go 4 half of e sem le... she urged n encouraged mi 2 go but... er suan le la... told them i quit le... anyway is no time also... studies, probs at home, financial prob, bf, rest, time 4 myself such as relazing? miss n love VB but simply no time... but i miss ya volleyball.. like wat i said b4... u' re my passion n life.. however i will avoid u now cos when i see ur again i'll feel sad n my heart longed 2 u... my memories everything all start from tat ball.. ='(
facc tut... miss goh gave us back our test paper... guess how much i get? 44.5/50 not bad... i tot i'll not get above 40 at 1st...lucky sia.. haiz OB n MBS sure fail de... sux man!! had fun in class... class beri happening but samuel phua wasnt in class...on MC... ytd nite suppose 2 tok 2 him on phone de but was talking 2 dear until too tired le so dozed off...sorry but i did sms him i zz le... sorry... but dear more impt... 1pm le... go back 1st despite got 2 go back sch at 3... was on e phone wif dear... i miss dear...his break anyway... talk n talk..but felt beri sick... walked home using 45 mins.... wat e hell... so long... 145pm le... rest a while go out again... beri ill... but during project had a beri good time... jason tok n joked alot... samuel goh n phua also joked... lina too... beri fun.. =) muz do well 4 e project no matter wat cos i noe my OB sure fail de...
then project ended at 415... stayed in e library 2 do bus stat tut work... hard... dun understand.... do until 615... wanna rest but cant so went 2 e lab while waiting 4 dear 2 cum 2 tampines... 720 he reached le...but dear is having fever... but i myself wasnt feeling well either...sorry... cant stand standing strolling ard... plus nv eat e whole dae... no appetite ... wanna vomit.. but dear kind of force mi eat rojak... see dear so worried so go s11 n force myself 2 eat e pig intestine soup plus rice e food tasted tasteless 2 mi... haiz but juz dun wan dear 2 worry... nv tok much cos realli beri sick....when sick i dun like 2 talk... sad tat i lost our ring... im sorry... i dunno where it went... dear was sad...
dear wasnt happy todae cos i seemed quiet n moody... quiet yes... but moody? no la juz too sick le... so went home... sorry... im not a gd gf... reached home hands no strength so my locker drop... n e parts fell off...found e parts n tried 2 fix it in but it fell again... long story... so mama scold mi indirectly despite seeing mi so tired/sick...sae wat no money 2 but locker y purposely spoil it? but it is already spoilt at 1st i was suan tat i so called spoil it officially... wanna sweep e floor outside but she stopped mi... wat she wan... haiz... dunno la life's a mess..
dear told mi ytd nite tat palms now onli need 2 permanent part timers... so e food court is xinhui n oliver... so im onli in suspense list... i realli need to go find a job le ma... maybe duty free... but now? no time leh... dunno how 2 cope too... how? can any1 or some1 help mi... im broken...
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10:14 PM
Sunday, January 30, 2005
spent time wif dear todae...went his hse...his sis was at home... then chit chat n after which i do my tut work while he play game...annoyed by a stupid bloody hell facc reading assignment jam there for half a hour le... i wast uncomfortable wif e environment despite his sis was in e living room too... but was sad n hard 2 concentrate when her sis asked mi 2 turn e radio volume down... no choice not my hse... then her sis started smoking.... so dear knowing im uncomfortable wif it he brought out his therapy bottle to burn... after 30 mins his sis asked mi to blow off e fire from e bottle.. i was frustrated by e facc thing le so i didnt think much n juz use my mouth to blow in e end his sis was kind of sacrastic 2 mi "pls lor tis is not a candle"er, i felt sux cos i dun seem to be able to do anything right in front of her or in her presence... horrible feeling... tats when i started to feel uncomfortable plus hearing her classic piano music from her laptop juz irriates mi more...haiz but anyway is dear's sis wat to do...i juz felt horrible n sad abt myself... anyway nv eat anything from morning but dear went to buy hor fan up 4 mi... er...didnt really wanna eat cos beri full no idea y... anyway ate half packet of it...dear was a big eater thus he helped mi finish it despite he juz finish a packet of rice... pro pro... haha shall gain some weight 4 u? tsk tsk....
at nite watched some MTV channel =) my fav... 4got abt my amazing race... when i on chn 19 then realised i juz miss it... bloody hell.. after which went dear's room 2 chit chat again... oliver sms him so started 2 tok abt palm's thing...cos i felt unfair as steven kind of sack mi in silence n felt mi in suspense... horrible... then he mentioned tat ah siang dun like mi as he finds mi beri money minded...abit unfair la cos if he sae im lazy i dun mind la but i dunno la... then steven also kind of dun like mi i think cos im lazy n not serious but if is bcos i sort of "force" james 2 quit smoking it will be beri unfair 2 mi... cos i felt is e right thing for him, his health n his family also maybe us... but y others thinks tat im controlling him... well if tats so maybe i shd let him go n let him hav peace in his ears n i'll juz be e devil...let him seek his old/normal life...
felt hurt n unfair, plus lost my ear piece...n also he's like not obsersive it hurts mi more... i juz wanna do sth to keep my mind off these topics so got e urge 2 do my tut work... so went down 2 e coffee shop kind of ignore him cos i wanna get my mind off any thing tat is related 2 palms... nearly quarrel but i didnt cos my mind n soul r focusing on my facc tut... suddenly remembered tat he needs 2 wake up early tml so rushed 4 e bus... but he sent mi home... however i juz continued 2 do my work in e bus... wanna vomit cos e bus turned here n there made my vision blurred... he's angry i noe im unreasonable i noe but i juz dun wan 2 speak cos i'll onli make things worse when im moody... reached tampines send him 2 e bus stop his bus arrived kissed him gdbye... ronald called mi told him wat i feel... i mean im hurted... cos when im hardworking pp dun seem 2 recognise... when i realised it i become complacent pp recognise it... sux lor... aint i human or am i a slave/someone infinity 2 u all.. i love airport so i dun bear 2 leave palms... but maybe i shall go 2 duty free 2 work anyway there is better...haiz... moody is my mood right now...sorry dear...
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11:26 PM
