Wednesday, February 09, 2005
stupid CNY....hate CNY!! on e mrt train wif my mama to boon lay... listen to e jay chou cd n readying "jack russell for dummies' bk" kanna scolding from her... sae wat dog la... she sae if got dog in my hse she not living in it... aiya i cant be bother le... she juz like to take a fuss in every thing i do so i sae "ma, u noe i like 2 hav a dog since young... so i dun care im buying 1 specially jack russell, so u staying?" she juz ignore mi... CNY like tat, bth! arrghh! dear called mi to sae something abt e lot... aiya pls dun be superstitious dear, i love ya! trust mi will u? pls hav faith in mi.. glen called mi too... asked how am i, mary now do bar le... take over ah yam auntie while ah yam go do noodles.. oliver kanna sack... palms kind of short of pp... so mary n glen did ask steven to ask mi back but ya he sae steven got sae he will but he nv... glen sae e cashier wong sae is steven dun wan mi cos i not concentrating at work always disappear if not is walk ard... wah lau must stand there 8 hrs meh..last time i like tat they sae i anti-social now opposite... palms sux... but i love e airport lor... at least tell mi i kanna sacked ma... i now is no $$$ at all! aiyah watever la... ok reach e interchange dear called... my mama is angry then give mi face say i long winded tok n tok... fine... hang up phone..ok lor... then on e bus 242, i dunno wat stop to alight ma... then suddenly we both recognise e stop n sae is e next stop...fine... then i saw a man pressed e bell le...pressed le ma! then bus nv stop...scream n scold mi... alot of pp looking at mi lor... is CNY leh... then alight at e next stop continue lecture mi sae wat i always rely on pp y cannot be independent by pressing e bell...hello? u also nv press lor... i kept silence then she mention tat i morning curse her by saying e phrase "si yu" bth lor... so i blew! i sae "pls lor i also walking 1 big round wif u lor... not as through i nv press bell nv walk wif u... i too walking a long way...plus e man press e bell le...n u hav no right to sae mi not independent cos u also nv press e bell u too waiting 4 someone 2 press... in additional i've already sae sorry to u in e morning tat i didnt mean my words on si yu... i 4got is cny lor... plus cny is a festive of celebration not scolding n quarell y like tat? plus im tired cos i zzz at 5am +++ lor... 8 am wake up le...i also nv sae i dun wan go n c ah ma lor if i dun wan c ah ma will i bother 2 cum... i would hav stay at home do work le! everything also blame mi!" then her eyes watered... arrgghh i cannot stand her anymore... seeing her like tat i soften n sae sorry... she replied by saying "u always win in spreech when cum to reasoning wif mi, am i ur mother?" haiz...fine my fault lor...anything...
reached ah ma's hse... i tot end of story... but instead e moment she reached she complain abt mi...repeated e same thing...said i dun wash my clothes treat her badly by making her walk 1 big round... commented on my makeup when my relatives sae i prettier n my hair suits mi... she sae unreasonable things like aiya make up set is she buy de beri x clinque somemore... cost her a bomb? eh? then hair rebond she pay also... plus i shd not keep long hair? arrgghhh cannot stand... then hp ring she scold mi in front of pp... pp give mi hongbao scold mi 4 accepting it... my ah ma also bth kept asking mi 2 take instead she scold my ah ma n leave e hongbao there... very unrespectful lor.. then kept down grading mi ... all i can do is smile bitterly... to e extent tat i juz wanna cry... feeling sad i go look at e fishes... got nero fishes n beautiful lobster...scold mi in front of e fishes also... nth i do seem correct... darius called she scold too... then my aunts they sae im toking abt work she dun believe.... arrgghh
on e way home, on my uncle's taxi, she continued... juz kept shooting mi... then commented abt my ah ye uncle cos he n his wife divorce le..officially..she like so happy... then my uncle n aunt sae they did love each other she sae no...they dun..huh pls lor...they did lor... then she sae woman muz hav e best education best to go U.... get as much cert as possible...muz out win e man.... but e man which is e husband muz be smart cos if not e woman hav to feed e man... then my uncle sae nope there muz be love... aiya she juz continue on n on... n sae if no happiness no money divorce...she hor cannot ta han leh... marriage is not abt tat... n dun encourage divorce... i dun encourage it! divorce is so ...not good! marriage shd be 4ever... selfish mother... all she care is herself instead sae im unfillial.. u like tat whu will wish to fillial u...when im good to u u juz think i did sth wrong... all u care is my education n my money... god i felt unfair... i wish i can get my butt out of this family... but i cant rite... after all she's still my mama... maybe she juz menopause ma... i realli hope so... ='(
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