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Monday, November 29, 2004




didnt hav hangover ytd... went out in e monring then met raudah in e afternoon 2 pass her project stuff...nth much ytd... but asked my mama again whether can go weiqi's chalet onot haizz... kanna scolding from my mama... so realli no choice cant go weiqi's chalet... im sorry qi dear... =( haiz....so sorry... now? so stressed... doing e Facc project in sch... haiz... stress!!! no work tis whole week... =( no work means no money... haiz... stress!!!!

oh yah few weeks ago, darius told mi i got into class 05... he's in class 01... raudah, haja, yu hong n jen in class 06...is sad de leh... im alone... haiz... but i got into psycho for my CDS is gonna be stress n fun

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Sunday, November 28, 2004




ytd was jean's birthdae....=) xinhui n mi met up early 2 go richard's hse 2 get some heavy stuff... reach east coast beach at abt 3+++ , we were supposed 2 make e tent... but in e end xinhui dunno how to make... how dare she claims tat she noes how... haiz.... in e end i had 2 approach a young man 2 ask him 2 make e tent 4 us... so paiseh... haiz... but nvm la... i didnt help in anything at all.. dunno how 2 set up e tent dunno how 2 start e fire... everything also dunno onli noe how 2 eat haizzzz such a failure...

drank many glasses of sapphire gin wif tonic n also bailey irish cream, drank like no body's business... dunno y also... juz felt like drinking once again... in e end felt tipsy n dizzy.... went into e tent 2 zzz... rather touched by adrain... cos no body actually bother abt mi except him... he helped mi fan n brought water 4 mi 2 drink... didnt expect him 2 help mi at all... cos i nv like him n i assume tat he doesnt like mi too... now i find tat he's not totally black hearted at all... he was actually e one helping mi when i need... =) drunk yet awake cos vomited twice already so was awake, felt relaxed cos can go home b4 330am... but when i reached home my mama suddenly had a change in mood n scolded mi 4 gg too many chalets... so i was forbidden on gg any other chalets le... haiz... is sad.... no freedom... 18 turning 19 no freedom... cabnt do tis cant do tat, cannot stay overnight cannot go overseas... cannot go camping cannot go chiong... is sad....

drunk.... not many times tat i will be drunk... i was unreasonable...scolded xinhui on stupid things n cried over some probs im facing... im stressed! i felt lost.... no body cares abt mi.... im sad... yet i noe i mux be happy avoid e topic n e probs... smile n smile but am i realli happy? im a lost sheep... i lack of freedom.... wat am i?

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