Friday, October 22, 2004
=) hehe juz reach home...mood is gd~!! hehe... pg called mi 2 go hav dinner wif her... spare tyre? called mi after grace reject her? haha its ok... we ate pasta! wooo... finally end my carve... ('' ,) mussel n clams is nice~~!! we tok alot n laughed alot... so fun... i was scared by her quite alot of times... cos i was distracted by e environment so i wasnt looking at her... then when i turned i was pretty surprised tat her pasta was in front of her le...beri funny...she told mi abt her work, she spoke chi 2 her friends n such... i was rather relieved tat we speak eng 2 each other cos her chi sux... oppz! haha!
after strolling ard, i walked her 2 e interchange... got 2 guys forced us 2 do their survey... sux lor... asked abt saving things... ask tat enough le ma.. still asked my birthdae, wat sch n course... stupid! waste my time... coercive survey... then saw some shss pp... also WEN FONG n christine... haha we tok.. beri nice toking 2 her...cos beri long since we last tok 2 each other le... christine beri crazy lor... kept interrupting our conversation she deserve 2 be punch... lolz... but she's cute la... is her whu influence mi 2 go shss de... she's my pri sch tution gp de... was close 2 her last time in pri sch... =) was fun la todae.. as in e evening part...
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8:42 PM
nv go work todae... is so shiok... sick n tired of e bloody hell lavazza n somomore i need to calm down...so called in MC...stupid ah siang wat muz give MC...dream on lor... e simple plan's welcome to my life song suits my mood perfertly todae... i wanna scream out loud... no one's there 2 save mi... i wanna be somebody else... im sick of everyone ard... deep inside im bleedy...nth feels alrite...u might think im happy but im not ok..u dunno wats it like... E SONG SINGS OUT HOW IM FEELING NOW, everything on e lyrics~~~!!! haiz...tis mth i am totally not mi... im changing or transforming to some kind of monster... maybe im gg crazy? haiz...i myself dun understand myself...
sick of everything... monitor is send back home... but is like nv repair... no image? was zzz juz now then yu hong sms mi asking mi when wan 2 do project... abit fed up lor... cos im tired, hp image is 1 moment bright 1 moment dark... gg 2 spoil soon... on my com no image... more fed up..so fed up tat i hit my monitor so hard tat e image suddenly appear...lolz... cant help but started laughing... juz now suddenly no image out of anger hit it image appear again... is sux... felt cheated by every1 n everything... i juz dun understand myself now... i turning into a devil i think... so fed up... discman spoil i tot is my batt... so bought a new rechargable batt then cannot use cos not suitable... hp screen gg crazy... monitor now still got prob... sick lor... everything spoiling lor...n im damn broke now... arrrrggghhh!!
afternoon tat time i got back my result le... sux totally... econs A, Facc A, CSA B, Comm skills B, POM C+ ='( how dare e marker give mi a C+ leh... y cant juz give a B.... wat plus la... so ugly... haiz... everything sux!
maybe XXX is rite... juz buy sth tat WWW will like... i not wan 2 severe our friendship but i juz felt so fed up by XXX attitude n e way XXX was treating things... i waited 4 XXX ytd despite knowing i'll be late 4 meeting qi... then in e end gave mi such a boh chap attitude ans, joking? i dunno but i take it serious...damn serious...cos her actions n attitude gave mi such an impression... such thing is not playing matter lor... i noe XXX is busy wif life but at least try 2 make it gd...take out some effort... suan le la... so be it... anyhow buy sth 4 WWW la... i is no mood le... totally disappointed... nv so angry in my life b4, despite is onli small matter... ha... so not worth it... im so stupid last time...waste my time... i will be fine... tok 2 XXX is can... but maybe next wk... i not wan 2 end our friendship or wat... i noe maybe i hurt XXX but XXX realli disappoint mi... suan le...we're still friends dun worry... i nv wan 2 end up breaking our friendship juz tat i need 2 calm down... suan le suan le... im on fault ok... showing my attitude n such... i understand y they sae pp whu seldom angry suddenly angry is abit scary le.... nvm nvm... is my fault... is my fault la... sorry... juz anyhow buy la... i dun wanna think le... its ok... im fine... our friendship is fine... dun need 2 understand mi cos i also dun understand myself... i hate e way im behaving 4 e past few weeks... i wanna cry... cry out is best... 3 daes not working is e best time 4 mi... sun shall be e best cos i go church... i love sundaes!!
wats wrong wif mi!!!
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4:43 PM
Thursday, October 21, 2004
now in darling qi de hse... watching my sassy ger... beri funny but qi like beri tired...so nvm... todae work sux...is boring... beri boring sick of e job...
was angry over some matter juz now... to some pp it may sound bo liao n xiao qi but its mi lor... i dun understand y xxx reacted tat way... like so bo chap... aiya maybe xxx is like tat de... but wat juz give www such energenier thing... is like eh? so boh xin lor... e effort we spent on xxx is not worth lor... i dunno la... i cant accept e way xxx is treating www's thing lor... maybe i too sensitive le...i also dunno... but...haiz..suan le... wan mi 4give fine lor...4give lor... nth 2 say... dun feel like working tml... some more juz broke my nail juz now is bleed like hell... haiz... feel like quiting PALMS... so sian... spent 70 bucks juz now on giordano clothes again... haiz...is broke now...my hp like spoiling soon...screen like yellow de.. ='(
blah blah blah i miss ya... i realli do...
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7:45 PM
Wednesday, October 20, 2004
nowadaes i like tend 2 hav much mood swings i dunno wats wrong wif mi.... 1 moment i may be laugh another i may juz keep quiet n feel sad... is weird...
ytd was too tired le... walk here walk there then xh's hse... type e stupid documents... wanna zz.... carve 4 pasta.... but ended up gg KFC but its ok... is fated (e coin)...e chick taste sux ytd... not nice at all... wanna watch movie also nv watch... ended up dunno do wat.... was quiet ytd... guess both of us were too tired... ended up gg home... straight away went 2 my bed.... zzz till 6.... wanna zzz further someone rang mi up so no choice got 2 wake up... was 615 le... feel sick ytd...beri cold e whole dae.... now is tired...
reached airport started work...jay stood at lavazza n tok 2 mi...then pass mi another poem/song lyrics by him.... beta than ytd de... but needs improvements cos abit sian always love love de....
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9:45 AM
Tuesday, October 19, 2004
airport com is super lagging todae... ='( is tired... onli slept 2 hrs last nite... dying le...
ytd had 2 work till 6pm cos tat james is ill... haiz... sux! then go tm straight 2 meet corn... watch some korean horror movie wat board de... like sakaro like tat... dun like korean horror.. then how dare she wan 2 go airport swensens n makan.... haiz so went back...
blah blah... nth much... feel like buying so much things yet hav so little money... is sad...JOJO's cd out le.... feel like buying... simple plan album is MUST buy! haiz.... wanna buy tis wanna buy tat...haiz is borin... com spoilt somemore... aiya next time any1 juz ring mi up n chit chat wif mi la since incoming free... or i will be bored 2 death...
todae work like beri sian... yet alot of pp... b4 jay was abt 2 leave he passed mi a paper... he wrote some poems in it... he ah so sentimental... heard his gf is chio de... =) then ah siang is love 2 wash cups 4 mi... wash n wash.... got trolley service but last min cancel....so lucky.... now i wanna zzzzzzzzzzzzz~~~!!!
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10:00 AM
Monday, October 18, 2004
love gg church now... every week i will feel like im back home n watever e devotion is i find tat is a message god wanna bring across to mi.l.. tis wk topic was e temptation 2 withdraw from god... how true... tats how i feel 4 e pass several mths... but i guess i wanna be back wif god...
ytd went esplanade wif xh.... enjoy gg out wif her... but its gg 2 be sad tat she is leaving... realli beri sad... she helped mi 2 changed my hp plan =) beri happy now i got 500 sms n free all day incoming calls.... haiz... next time my hp will hav lesser sms n phone calls when she leaves... is sad... but i guess tats life... no miracles..although i still believe there will be miracles if u believe n take actions 2 it... but maybe tis time there is juz no miracles...everything is fated i guess...
esplanade is nice... water is dirty....missed my pearl habour movie.... saw chun leong n joshua.... jerry n other shss pp...when gg home saw much shss pp in e 518 bus also... chun leong is looking beta now...; more shuai le... joshua too although i dun recognise him at 1st is he kept looking at mi.... haiz.... dunno wat 2 sae le... nth much 2 blog.... life's busy n sad sometimes... but its ok.... future is more impt than wat we hav rite now... =)
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11:11 AM
