Thursday, October 14, 2004
aiyoyo 15 mins!!! quick quick! stupid airport com! schedule out fast nowadaes cos steven gg ipoh... my schedule how dare is e same all eway lavazza... mon 2 thurs 7-3.... fri 3-11... sat n sun off!! yeah baby... sat can watch my korea drama in e morningn sun can go church!yeah baby!
wake up early again~~ 355am, sms till wat?! 6?! siao 1... e longest we even sms till... wat cannot sleep... i is wanna zzz lor... finally 6 he fell asleep but also no use 4 mi.. got 2 crawl out of bed n dress! reach bus stop at 625... bus left le... waqit till 650 then cum wat e hell..steven sae im late! wat shit is e bus late ok!? later gg 2 donate blood...tml shall be weak le... 3-11 at lavazza..='( wat meet 630 at ubi comfort driving sch... where is it... i like beri stupid hor... everywhere also dunno... onli noe Tampines... haiz... so he was like eh... like foreigner like tat... i is broke lor... if not is take taxi le... he will be calling mi later... see lor... wat his friend also go, i is extra... shall donate n fly home... dun wanna c them smoke.. sure is smoke de..
aiyoh bloody hell, my discman is realli useless...cd player part is spoilt... like no anti shock...spin n stop... ytd as i was strolling ard waiting 4 xh i saw a blue panasonic FM, mp3, cd player love it sia~!! $170!! shall collect vouncher n buy... tat is if i still cannot fit into e levis jeans la... my vouncher end at 15 jan... a dae b4 my birthdae!! so i will definely treat it as my birthdae present =) ooooo my levis~!!! gg on diet... ytd nv eat lunch nv eat dinner... is hungry like hell... ate 2 hotdogs 4 breakfast juz now... now is hungry but not intending 2 eat le... shall i faint later after i donate blood? i think i shd... shall go write my will when i reach home...
richard didnt managed 2 bk e chalet!! wat e hell!!! steven told mi got a palms dinner aka chalet on nov 1 n 2.... haiz...
blog tml during my break~! muacks! (provided tat i m still alive after donating blood....lolz)
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11:08 AM
Wednesday, October 13, 2004
my monitor had gone 2 e hosp le.. so now is got 2 use e airport com le... todae went 2 watch bond...took much pics although dun fancy them, haha managed 2 took 1 pic wif 2 bond gers... hehe but e pic sux =( haha wif mi ard is ugly de...
b4 met james 2 tok lor... he n steven gg ipoh on i think tues... kept telling mi also dunno 4 wat... steven's birthdae next week, think they gg 3 daes.. his sis got into e hosp... haiz... dunno la... he asked mi 2 go donate blood tml... ok lor.. i work 7-3 then go home rest wait 4 him 2 call ba.. gg wif him n his friend shall be extra but its ok i wanna save life e rest i dun bother...
trying 2 zzz but i cant... now im freezing n beat! zzzz...
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9:18 PM
using e airport free access internet rite now...onli got 12 mins so rush rush! been sms`ing till beri late for e past 2 daes...luckily no sms`ing ytd nite.l.. but now is beri de tired... =(
ytd working sux... whole week in lavazza...bloody ass! then work till 7 somemore...ass de~ tok 2 jay although dunno him well... juz tok rubbish 2 pass time... he made some mocktail... not beri nice... hang out there till 745 cos waiting 4 darius 2 call... ate some horrible food then went home... met xh on e way back..she walked mi home... then sat n chit chat.. cos i dun wanna go home yet... nth much... zzzzzz.... working till 3pm todae... but later 6 coming back 2 airport again 2 watch BOND! they performing in T2..yeah baby! they play violin so well~! shd watch! probably will wait 4 xh till 11... cos i rather hang outside than gg home early... ok ciao!
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11:05 AM
Monday, October 11, 2004
my monitor is siao siao lor... no image then got image n now is damn clear lor.. so happy =) love it when its working =P
ytd went 2 church, self motivated 2 attend, e service was gd despite feeling uncomfortable n not familiar 2 e pp... brother sam gave a devotion on freedom, social circle, technology, broken family n materialism... he linked it wonderfully...shall not tok much on it... but to mi, i understand wat god is trying 2 tell mi, he answered e qns i wanna asked him... hatred shd not exist but shall try 2 forgive whenever i can... there's a reason for our existence in e world... haha absurd? maybe... nv believe wat miss yew sa in sec times... wat god always tok 2 her in every other way... now i understand le... n i believe in wat she sae already, tat god does heard our sorrows... he did hear mi n answer my qns... sound absurd? haha dun think so cos god heard mi... sorry 4 those non christians reading my blog... its juz my thoughts n e faith i believe it... happy tat sat n sun i off... sun shall attend church!! i wanna go back church again... like i used 2 in my childhood, sundae sch... i always look 4ward 2 it until sth happen... but i wanna go back 2 e lord... st hilda's hav brought mi back 2 him a little i guess.. feel like attending CCR (st hilda's church) more familiar 2 their song n style but its ok... since in my pri sch daes i also attend light hse... oh ya i wanna thx pg n her cell gp members 4 praying 4 mi, im gladful 4 wat u guys hav done although i dun noe u guys... thx!
slept at 10pm ytd cos was too tired le...zz until 305am got sms... awake by it.. checked my hp, 2 sms... all from james... 1am++ n 3am+++ asking whether i awake ma... yah awake by him... how dare is sms until 530am till he zzz... actually he asked mi 2 call him but i dun wanna wake my mama up so nv call... is funny lor sms`ing him... abt zombies n vampires... haha shall not mention here... but is funny... nv zzzz le... juz walked ard e hse listened 2 e radio then go work le... bus 27 was rather empty... reached at 630... damn early so walked ard then went up... glen asked mi y xh nv cum with mi... i rather shocked lor, then he sae xh working in subway todae? steven asked mi 2 call her, wth call so early beri paiseh de leh... her mama woke her up so she came at abt 745++ or 8++...looked like a zombie... steven is funny throughout e dae kept saying i got bf le... wat my face can tell... wat whu dare 2 bully mi...wat nonsense... then much aunties kept saying i got bf... siao 1... rather boring in lavazza... wth tml working 7am to 7pm... maybe meeting darius 4 dinner tml cos he ends work at 730...
time passed abit fast la todae... 215 i saw james le... he nv sae hi 2 mi... he walked 2 e bar then 2 bk... eh? afraid tat he will go smoke so sms him... finally saw him... he sae he is tired... come on lor... i worse than u lor...onli my tiredness haven show cos still quite early nia..i n xh walked off, i nv even sae gdbye 2 him... cos like no necessary... xh n mi go t1 mac n makan...=) fat! but aiya is carving 4 it lor... so nvm... kpo ah... read her sms.. she is cartoon lor... scared tat i read some mushy sms? lolz is beri funny... tok damn long 545 le... oh no she meeting darius n collin at 6!! so rush lor... we walked 2 t2 busstop then board e bus... checked my hp got 2 sms from james again? asking whether i reach home le ma...he is funny lor... nv tok 2 mi when see mi then love 2 sms mi... wth... actually earlier on wanna ask him 2 bring mi 2 go donate blood on sat de but jay was there in e bar wif him so i paiseh... since he sms mi so i asked him lor... but doubt tat he's free cos he wanna go bike practical... so haiz... nvm... see lor... still waiting 4 his confirmation... blood donation is my top priority now! muz save life!
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8:03 PM
Sunday, October 10, 2004
wahaha so guai sia my monitor, expecting a black screen when i on...but got image not purple but normal images =) yeah baby love my monitor... haha wat nonsense...
ytd, at 1st james cancelled e meeting cos he sae he got sth impt 2 attend... well its fine wif mi cos it means i can zzzz =) but actually pg got asked mi out again de can is can go but abit boring cos TM again? so suan le... miss her baby! so long since we meet up when we meet up i tend 2 be bei happy do she feel e same? haha so 430 i zzz is damn tired...happily zzz till 445 james called mi...sae he paiseh then wanna meet 630 at bedok...eh? ok lor... fine wif mi... was 10 min late...he dun quite recognise mi, so i stood infront of him n waved...no comments... then my hp is full of sms n calls... haiz... at 1st wanna go gym wif qi de..tok so long... 10mins++ then no avail.... tot cos she angry wif mi tat corn asked mi out also... so i push corn down, but qi still dun wan go... haiz! realli nth 2 do le... i tried she dun wan... haiz... is ok... church 4 mi lor... =)
passed mi his cigarette n lighter n started toking throughout, tok n eating e anti smoking sweet in front of mi.. he ate abt 3 lor... will get poison ma? told him its ok dun hav 2 act in front of mi but he sae he wanna eat..went marina square... threatre close le... i not familar ard suntec n ms de... i like blur sotong lor he walked i followed so kanna fooled alot of times but i got a big heart... bought e tix n went KFC... haiz... i is anything attitude lor... eat wat also ok... we like cannot decide so went KFC... fats! he ate fast sia... i seemed like a snail... tok abt family, pri n sec sch life... more on family ba... can c tat he's beri sad.. sae tat actually also not in gd terms wif sis...father dunno his birthdae meet him like onli 2 show responsiblity, then he quiet le... so i sae its ok... my is nv meet.. but he kept saying his 1 is worst...hai...i dunno le... he like so affected by his family... mi ah? sometimes ba... but i got hatred la but dun think is a strong 1..went up 2 an open area after tat, shared a square rock chair...my hp started ringing again...then he sae i like business woman... lolz...steven also rang mi up ytd...so cartoon... we continue toking after everything...he asked whether i m bisexual onot? eh? cos i hav no bf b4? haha my time is packed ba... in sec sch all i care is VB n maybe studies... others cant be bothered... n i also not tat sort tat go woo another guy...haha so i sae yaya how u noe...lolz he kept asking mi funny qns lor.. so i changed topic to his ex... dunno la... he sat closed 2 mi lor... i can feel his heat lor... he damn hot leh.. so i asked him y he so hot... it was due 2 e med... face is red... when i touch i was shocked lor.... so hot! so i sae lets go threatre n blow some aircon... in e end is no aircon like tat... he like sitting so close 2 mi... i can feel his heat lor... suddenly remember i got water so i passed him n asked him 2 drink i also haven touch... funny then pass mi n force mi drink after tat he drink n sae indirect kissing.. no comments... watched "exorcist" dun understand e movie... he kept trying 2 scare mi... he sae i looked scared cos i hug my bag n its near my face, haha abit la... scary leh e movie.. but dun understand... devil n anti christian movie..
movie ended, darius called mi n tok then sae call him when i reach home? is funny... james tot i need 2 reach home early... but i told him b4 130am so we walked from city hall to dunno where... ran across roads... when we were passing tis particular road.. he juz suddenly hold my left arm then hold my left hand when we reached e path... i like eh? so i looked at him n joked joked la... like "eh? excuse mi? y u hold my hand when we reach le?" is funny leh..so he let go...isit my imagnation or wat...when he walked he like wanna hold my right hand leh...happen tat my right hand was holding my bag...i onli noe when walking he dunno touch n hold my arm how many times... treating mi like a little sis or wat? in e bus, ok let mi sit inside then sat a bit close 2 mi... asked mi ever tot of having a bf? y dun hav? eh? so i told him my view... tat i think having a bf is trouble... i wont hav time 4 him... i got vb (its my passion n life), friends, studies blah blah... if i hav a bf i hav 2 call him... but he sae a bf can call mi... then i sae time may not be rite... if nv meet will drift apart... he like tat ask i will xiang y sia... but dun think so ba... i throughout e dae also like hardly tok cos i sometimes dunno wat he's toking abt n we onli noe each other how many daes... cannot be la...is think too much le...im like tat de ma when i noe e person i will pull him by shirt or touched his face? i mean like concern concern then touch la not anyhow touch la... tats y xh got phobia against mi?
after tat he walked mi home le...but we went 7-11 nearby my hse there n buy drink.... n walked home... he wanna sae sth then my hp rang again... darius... we tok on e phone until i reach my hse downstairs lor... then cont 2 ask mi call him when im home... wat e hell... he so talkative... then james n mi sat on e rock chair... he made 2 swans 4 mi... returned e cigarettes n lighter 2 him... tok abit more... then i asked him 2 go home le cos he looked tired... hmmmm...after i bathed i checked my hp.... 4 missed calls... 2 from james 2 from darius... called james 1st... then tok abit again but i promised tat when i gg zzz i will sms him, so hung up e phone n called darius... is tok rubbish until 2+++ then wanna zzzzz le...
now? waiting 2 attend church... simply cant wait... so long since i attend 1... missed church... shall go find my bible... is dunno my mama put where le... always anyhow keep my things...
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10:08 AM
