Saturday, October 02, 2004

blue's best of album gonna be out on nov 15... =) think is e date it will be released in UK... rumours were spread tat blue is spliting up... ='( lee wanna go on solo... haiz... is sad.. =( no pls! they all sound beta as a gp...

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9:08 AM

Friday, October 01, 2004

juz reach home...todae is NEVER study!!! is die la!! haiz... went 2 watch movie... resident evil? dunno wat it is abt... zombies? losing memory? super woman? eh? i onli noe is bite here bite there then bomb turn into zombies.. alot of pp like get kanna shocked by e visual effect...but i think i inhuman... no reaction de... dunno laugh or wat... haha.. ok la not bad la... but teminal nicer... =)

corn called mi asked mi 2 work wif her in spore swimming club... but i cant.. so sian lor tml i work at lavazza... is rot for 8 hrs... sundae also... is sian! n wat i got my james? wat my james...pls lor... i onli work wif him 2 daes.. sae until i n him so close... i dun even noe him well.. siao char bo leh tat xinhui... n wat phobia? is weird la... abnormal!last time also no phobia!!! haiz... time pls dun pass so fast...!!!

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10:38 PM

HAPPY CHILDREN'S DAY TO ALL!!

is boring now!! in e airport rite now... wanna zzz le... nv study at all... meet darius n collin 4 lunch juz now in e staff canteen... ate some hokkien mee n rojak... now xinhui zzzz.... make mi wanna zzz also... is rather slack! juz no mood 2 study...haiz... how how...

airport scenery is nice... planes taking off.. if onli i can fly also~ wanna buy so many things...no $$$ for air tix le... is boring... oh yah i changed my blog skin in e morning... nice nice? lee is shuai de lor... =) changed e song also a new single by blue... is nice... but i cant find e whole mp3 is sad...

ytd saw someone... looked like Dillian... think is him... he now more sporty le... too much rugby? or vb? he looked like some korean actor... not confirm isit him or not... but shd be... wanna zzzz... shd zzz later...

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3:29 PM

love is beyond reason

Message:
Lady: Why do you like me..? Why do you love me?
Man: I can't tell the reason.. but I really likeyou ..
Lady: You can't even tell me the reason... how canyou say you like me? How can you say you loveme?
Man: I really don't know the reason, but I really loveyou.
Lady: No! I want you to tell me the reason. Myfriend's boyfriend can tell her why he loves her butnot you!
Man: Ok.. ok!!! Because you are beautiful,because your voice is sweet, because you arecaring, because you are loving, because you arethoughtful, because of your smile, because of your every movements..

Unfortunately, a few days later, the Lady met witha serious accident resulting in permanent injuries.The Guy then placed a letter by her side, and here is the content:
Dearest,Because of your sweet voice that I love you...Now, can you talk? No! Therefore I cannot loveyou.Because of your care and concern that I like you..Now that you cannot show them, therefore I cannotlove you.Because of your smile, because of your everymovements that I love you..Now can you smile? Now can you move? No,therefore I cannot love you...If love needs a reason, like now , there is noreason for me to love you anymore.Does love need a reason? Never! Therefore,I still love you... and will love u forever

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8:27 AM

Thursday, September 30, 2004

hahahahaha! oppz! i love 2 laugh! study study ... pUi! YuCkS! hahaha! kk enough of my nonsense... but is like nv study lor... quite slacking...haiz... is die... hope my lucky star/angel/watever will be by my side n bless mi =)

happily strolled home ytd...saw darryl in e bus stop so called him.. actually is wanna go home le... but is onli 9++ pm then he sae he wanna send mi home? cos too early? ok... but personally i also think is too early le... then i paiseh ma wat send mi home... not beri nice la... like waste his time so i asked to go TM walk walk lor... starbucks? er.... dun like star bucks leh... so i suggest to catch a movie! yeah baby!! the terminal!! wanna watch it so long ago le! asked him n he sae no prob.. so gd sia =) is good de lor he got exercise these few daes...swimming n gym... mi? haiz...suan le la!! bought tix n MY NACHOS!! haha my crave 4 nachos is haven end =)

movie was nice.... beri funny! laugh like hell! abit dun understand e movie.. y e american guy dun let him go new york when he got e visa le.. e ending was abit unacceptable...juz end like tat... during e movie darius got call mi so called him back lor... so kind of left darryl out.. so bad eh... tok all e way home... is tok rubbish also... i think he is rather cant let go over sth... but is understandable... gd luck anyway!

our after exam activities is sort of settled... now need to wait 4 richard 2 call xinhui le...=) shall be some chalet in east coast =) prefer east coast 2 pasir ris ... yeah baby!! pls dun realli end up camping in e streets =) calculated e budget on food n beverage = abt $120 shd be ok la.... now is depend on e price of e chalet... pls be cheap! i m broke!!

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9:34 AM

Wednesday, September 29, 2004

been studyin these few daes... rather boring life eh? not much info went into my head also....is sian...haiz... so did some test to see whether i am evil or not...

I am 32% evil.

I could go either way. I have sinned quite a bit but I still have a bit of room for error. My life is a tug of war between good and evil.

Are you evil? find out at Hilowitz.com

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8:55 AM

Monday, September 27, 2004

work day 4 mi todae... my mama love to nag much...nag abt contact lens then coming home late...pls la... its my life... i control it not u! haiz...suan le.. since im ur onli child n ur precious diamond given by tat stupid father of mine... i dun blame u also... haiz...

went bedok to meet corn todae... she was late by 30 mins.. haiz... everytime no happen whu i meet tat person is always late de... haiz...4get it... nv show my anger..but was angry... went to buy contact lens... blue? nope ended up buying grey... had hard time puting e contact lens on...but i managed to after work... dots... looked like a cat...but its ok... vision is super blurred.. n eyes r watery... sucks..

worked alone in e bar... brought blue cds but onli 1 can be played, e guilty album cant...so sian... haiz... glen tok to mi much... but like his accompany.. beta than working alone... worked wif alice... is ok lor... after tat glen exchanged wif her n worked wif mi... is fun.. i was observing my contact lens cos dunno which side is which...asked some ang moh they ended up asking much other pp ... chain reaction? cute! but none of them noe... ended up they gave mi tips... =) cute americans! xinhui taught mi later... ok kind of noe le... then glen, jean n mi did an experiment on which wine n whisky are nice... drank much red n white wine, irish cream!! holland liquer... barcondi... spore sling n pina coloda... haha is fun.. but glen face is red n he cant make it...dots... tok much rubbish to mi.. so i pinched his face... =)

then corn visited mi... gave her irish cream to drink... dun care la... then she taught mi e contact lens thing... force mi to wear in front of her... so wear lor...vision super blur... eyes r red... but she sae is like tat de... ok lor...watever... jean asked mi to join anna n her to drink amsterdam beer =) strong beer... john uncle loves tat beer... holland rocks! then told her xinhui waiting 4 mi so she sae ask her 2 drink too... tot she will tell xinhui but she nv, so xinhui was rather shocked 2 see us wif beers... haiz if i noe she dunno or she dun wish to drink i will not tag along wif jean... i seriously dunno... she like no mood... i can tell..

jean n mi tok much xin shi... i find tat pp like 2 turn 2 mi when they hav xin shi... haiz... can help i will help but i think i onli lend a listen ear..but i hope i did help her... xinhui juz sat a corner then vanished... so i decided to look 4 her... told jean not 2 worry n promised tat i will send her home cos is my responsibilty... im not drunk... but i noe my limit... when i wan things 2 be done i will stay awake...send jean 2 e bus stop then called XH she nv answer... 3-4 times then answer... so worry lor... looked everywhere 4 her... found her... walked like zing Z... haiz... is drunk... haiz... pulled her she resisted... brought her 2 e lift... then someone called mi... is tun chye n jeremiah ... shocked... they working in coffee bean now...so happy next time can ask 4 more discounts... waved gd bye n turned... eh where e hell is XH...arrghh! found her in toilet... acting strong sia she.. then walked to e bus stop together... in e lift met corn, her sis n her sis's friend... much pp accompany mi... so glad... thx god... felt so blessed... =) walked together 2 e bus stop... then XH sat down n rest... hai... she is cannot make it lor.. shut her eyes... then helped her find her wallet n sat there quietly.. n praying... dig my wallet out of my bag...suddenly e tupid name tag snatched mi... stupid name tag... i todae kanna snatched by it alot of things lor... my rite hand dunno bleed how many times... but tis time ard is bleed much.. haiz... ran to e toilet 2 rinse it.. 27 came le.. she is drunk lor... anyhow walked... haiz...

reached our bus stop le... wanna send her home she insisted tat she send mi home... pls lor.... whu is e awake 1... my responsibilty 4 bringing her 2 drink.. argue over tis sending each other home thing...damn pissed off... i was like screaming n screaming... i was not angry but fed up... haiz.. i always wan to do wat i wan n i always mean my words.. if anyone realli go against my words i will do wat i mean i will do... so in e end she went home.. i m a spoilt child la.. stubborn also cos i m borned in e yr of ox... watever tats mi... i dun give a damn... ok sent her home le... walked home alone tis time not afraid.... rather relieved... but visions blurred due to e contacts... wanna reach home fast b4 e alcohol react... but now is ok... realli e strong drinking element runs in my blood... mama n papa r gd drinkers so no worries =) stupid father of mine... shall try smoking 1 dae if i am damn pissed off or angry... yah i mean wat i say.. so often i wanna try.. i like spit identity de lor.. 1 side wild 1 side good... on e nite corn, darry; n mi went clubbing i already sae i wanna try sth new ..smoking... corn was shocked when i sae i wanna smoke... she n darryl tot i was drunk... no lor.. i mean wat i sae.. i wanna try since i was sec 3.. i hate him so much! dun be surprised if i smoke 1 dae... i might juz try it...if any1 anger mi...wild? stubborn? selfish? tats mi!! i dun give a damn!

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2:05 AM

Sunday, September 26, 2004

todae time pass damn fast lor!! went to work feeling sick due 2 e hangover... it stinks... wanna vomit dun wan vomit so cough much...430pm james arrived le... so early... he started work at 445... i told him he's silly.. then he replied doesnt it proves tat he's a hardworking staff? er....... no comments... went 4 my break wif xinhui... my head felt heavy lor.. break over le... suddenly my necklace broke... dunno go where also... abit scary lor.. i felt so unsafe n insecure cos i dun hav e cross wif mi.. but nvm angels n god r always by my side...=)

[fast forward].... one moment e bar is busy 1 moment is quiet... happened tat e bar was quiet... so james n i chit chat lor... i challanged him 2 make a 5 coloured drink 4 mi... in e end he made a 3 coloured 1... -__-"" wat sia..ok la... give him a "pass" =) happily toking n toking... richard interupted us... wat 1 of us go do cleaner... shit him... of cos i go la... he is bar man leh... stupid stinky plates... made mi wanna vomit more... my head felt heavy lor... so i cleared e dishes in slow motion... finally finished clearing le... so went back... bar was packed... james complained tat he felt dizzy... mi too lor... haiz... but i nv tell him.... anyway asked him 2 go rest... he dun wan... i repeated so many times... ok suan le.. after tat we chit chat... tok abt his family background... such a coincidence tat he was from a broken family too... his parents divorced almost straight after he was borned... so much similar to my case... he dislike his father...same... he sae cos of his family his studies were affected.. cos at 17 he went 2 visit his father then e police cum to arrest his father cos his father was a loan shark... so he cant study n hated his father more... we r so similar i find... but at least he got 3 sisters la... he is a rather nice guy, some ang moh gave him tips he asked mi to go downstairs n put it into e charity box... happen tat an ang moh also gave mi tips so decided to put it in too.. total we donated 1.5 austie dollar n 2 sing dollar.. he's so much beta than weijie n vincent... then tok much again.. he gave mi margarita 2 drink... not bad... then another customer asked 4 pina colona... so asked him to make extra for mi... in e end made a glass 4 mi... haha buay ta han him, drank a sip then i graded him... 80/100... 20 marks lost to e missing of garnishes... lolz...

he noes how 2 play guitar sia... he sae he will teach mi... realli ba.... hehe hope so =) he saving $$$ to go learn bike license... sae will give mi a ride? i told him i will scream into his ears.. cos its SO SCARY!!!

funny lor after which we did a test on whether 1) pepsi taste beta or coke n 2) spite or 7up... is cartoon....

his perfume is smell nice lor... i guess is CK but he sae nope... wonder wat brand... is super nice... oh yah we had a bet! arsenal vs man city... i bet on arsenal while he bet on man city...a meal.. told him he gonna lose le... he dun believe... anyway i dunno e scores yet when i leave... he sms mi sae is 2-1... man city win... wat bull shit.. liar!!! haha a meal on him =) no escaping!

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1:08 AM