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Saturday, September 18, 2004




during e day, i was super hyper, must be bcos of ytd's VB game. todae is jus not a dae 4 work, its totally a waste of my PRECIOUS TIME!!! met xinhui 4 lunch, i cant help but kept whining. if not 4 work, i would hav go n support in e VB match le & also play some VB with jason le...sux lor!!

xinhui & mi went 2 macdonalds 2 makan, saw caleb & another guy from shss. tried e new prawn burger, felt cheated. what very nice? ZHI HAO U LIE 2 MI!! not nice at all lor, it did not hav e prawn taste at all. YUCKS cheat my $$$!!

whined & whined, xinhui pei wo go home, no mood 2 change into working attire. such a hyper mi go work is a waste lor ! anyway still went to work. richard e cook sae i fat le, yah fine i noe tat!!! may sae i slim down le? aiyah fat la... haiz... my levis jeans!! later e fong dishwasher sae e kitchen pp think i now beri proud? aiyah old pp realli like 2 gossip lor.. cant stand them... fat n proud? aiyah wat e hell whu cares la...

work wif e big boobs todae... ok la she quite nice la... but she not feeling beri well, she sae she is having fever, then wat u wan mi to do... of cos ask her to rest la but she sae dun wan.. haiz... ok lor.. is ur choice... got tok to her la... at 1st like can tok alot of things then i sian le cos is i do e talking... zzzzz... then although she is sick i also cannot like scare of her or wat ma so can sae still stand to her quite close... haiz... will e virus spread? hope not... sales pretty good... $1400 +++yeah baby..

richard sae there will be another chalet during NOV at pasir ris park area chalet.. ok fine wif mi.. a gd chance 4 drinking =) hehe...

was rather occupied throughout e 8 hrs la... cos got xinhui sms mi, some zzz guy sms mi, pg also sms... so ok lor... not tat boring, thx pp! pg sms mi to inform mi tat jason will be joining us on mondae to play VB yeah baby gd gd he indeed change le lor... he was so dao last time now like more opened up le... =) hey but didnt he suppose 2 be studying? tues prelims le leh... aiyoh!!! xinhui tat siao char bo sms mi also she used some foreign languages... quite fun la.. german i can recognise got french also... but i dun understand both... noe tat got 1 german couple in front of mi.. so asked them, so cartoon they quarrel over e ans... e guy sae is gd bye then i frowned... i dun remember it is " mach gut" then e lady sae is "take care" funny lor they argued over it lor.. finally e guy gave up n sae is take care... haha... got french "amour ya" i asked e big boobs she noe ma happen she sae she learnt french b4 ok... she sae is my love? but is wrong...dots... asked another couple at e corner... she sae is love u...ok... haha love to play some mind games wif mi but is interesting... =)

zzzzzz.... later i dunno y i become very tired... maybe bcos i drank much irish cream... zzzz... so tired...when i sat down my eyes juz suddenly automatic shut... awake by tat xinhui... used much diff languages to wake mi up... siao char bo... realli nth to do... ok... after tat guy zzz asked mi to go flip seventeen mag... aiyah wan mi 2 c his face sae la.. was so tired... but went to times new link 2 flip e mag... eh wat e hell, saw much pic of ex shss pp, crystal was modelling on how to make urself look gd on tank tops... flipped another page her face again...yucks... ok la she pretty la, but her attitude eeekkk..dun hav a gd impression on her... flipped another page saw low weiling? wat e hell... wat how to make up? eekkk...yucks... bamboo stick! e mag sux... crystal now in modelling industry i noe la... but weiling? oh pls... yucks.. in e end dun hav guy zzz's face ... sms him he sae shd be in oct mag.. dots...

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz, steven scheduled mi to work on next sat n sun?!!! i tot i requested off on sat le???!!! aiyah i wan 2 play vb n badminton leh... long time since i played wif my ex-class bois leh... arrrrrghhhh hate working..

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11:51 PM




hmmmm... so cold!! in e lab rite now...it is freezing..wanna get out of e lab soon... anyway i finished my part le... now slackin... =)

last nite, PT msg mi in msn sae she may be interested in gg BLUE concert since it is onli 24 bucks... but wil onli confirm wif mi todae... hope she will go... if got pp pei wo i will go for sure... darryl sms mi ytd nite also.. say he dun mind... but onli scare later got alot of teenager gers haha asked him to wear a wig instead he sae he juz hav to disguise himself as 1 of e blue members.. lolz... hope they mean wat they sae... but seriously i dun mind if they dun wanna go i dun wanna force pp..

JASON DAO JUZ SMS MI!!! ASK MI GO STUDY N VB???? aiyoh!!! i wan...but i cant!! sobsob y am i working todae bloody shit!! oh yah, ytd nite we saw bai bai... he abit fat le... muz be nv go training.. so guai kia pei mama go market... haha..jason sae he not totally singaporean... hmmm ok..

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1:04 PM

Friday, September 17, 2004




OMGOMG!!!! I SAW SHOOTING STAR!!!!!!! WASNT I LUCKY!!!! 1st time IN MY LIFE!!! SO HAPPY!! was toking to jason n PG, suddenly 4 no reason i turned... OMG SHOOTING STAR!! i was like screaming... PG n terrence saw it... jason n darryl didnt... SO NICE...LIKE FIRE... OMG!! i made a wish after tat... dunno will fulfill ma... hope so ba.. dunno y todae i kept saying e sky beri nice... but no stars then BINGO...shooting star!!!

ok, so updates on e dae... (boring? bear with it ba...) (^-^).v. went 4 apel class... wanna fall asleep... cos i nv zzz ytd nite... then comm skills test... managed to finish but haiz... sure flunk de... went Facc lect... noe e T02 track n field guy name le... daniel... cos todae e lecturer asked him qns... aiya not as if i interested...

rite... then went to e library to meet jason n PG... jason beri cartoon lor...he wore alot of crosses... i told PG secretly tat he mus be scared of zombies or vampires, then PG accidentally swallowed down e sweet jason gave us... haha beri funny, luckily nv choke if not i responsible 4 it sia... ok we studied while listening to e radio... gosh they kept playing BLUE songs... so nice... if onli i can call through to win e tix... but corn sae she dun mind gg wif mi cos onli 24 bucks... darryl too... however, i dun wan them 2 waste $$$ 2 pei wo... so i haven go buy e tix yet... got a strong feeling tat we will not go... dunno y... =(
darryl was still at home zzzzz at 530?!!! so no choice i went jogging alone, while PG, jason n Hl played vb... ran 3 rounds then joined them... stupid jason kept bullying mi... kept sha de qiu at mi... he wan to sha si wo lor...his ball is tat kind fly beri fast de lor... he gave mi wat stupid nickname... xin xin(star), hei xin n wat DOG??? how dare ?!!!! HL went home shortly, left onli e 3 of us... went to watch e ITE vs NUS guys match... wah damn nice lor... specially ITE no 10..he damn power n tall!! chong bin was in e team too... but he played like shit... wat happen 2 him? last time damn pro..now like drug addict n blur blur de... serve e ball like hello kitty...jason sae he noe i was toking abt him so he kept looking our direction...no de la... is bcos he noe we from shss lor then he shy...lolz... e another court was e NUS vs NTU gers match...NUS damn power!!! omg, tml TP gonna face them le... how how!? too bad i cant go support TP...

830, we went to meet darryl n makan... we chit chat alot... quite fun...darryl was quite quiet through cos he dunno jason well... jason is fun la i muz sae.. in sec sch i hardly tok to him cos i find him damn dao lor.. now he like beta le... or was it i changed le? haha i also dunno la... we went to some park... n sat at e playground there... terrence happened to walk pass there so he joined us in conversation... i dunno him well la... but we got tok abit la...darryl didnt tok much... tat was when i saw e SHOOTING STAR.... it flew pass blk 858B... wah... i somemore cant bear to leave cos i hope 2 c another 1.. silly huh?


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10:54 PM




534am... GOSH Y AM I HERE?!!! onli managed to catch 3 hrs of zzzz... nv zzzzzzz e whole night... now wanna zzzz so badly... how how... comm skills also haven finish studying...sux... 2am, my hp beeped, flipped open my HP in slow motion, guess whu sms mi? someone whu i nv expected...JASON DAO!!! eh? asked mi to go study wif him in tp? he crazy over TP le... haha... asked me much nonsense qns... i invited him to join PG n mi in playing vb... no doubt... he juz agreed...wat heck care O level? noti noti... no lor shd jia you lor.. u already wasted a yr dude... if not now u would hav been in TP le.. but i hav faith in u la... ur eng is pro.. juz tat u need to brush up ur chi... B chinese rite?? happy tat he's joining us in VB, long time since i last played wif him, but pls DUN BULLY mi, always spike e ball at mi... shall team up with him later n bully PG together =) wahahaha...

7 more daes to BLUE, BEST IN ME concert.......zzzzzzzzzz.......yawn, arrgghhh still haven do my comm skill project need to rush later we meetin up to combine.. still haven finish studying... 10 am start apel class... wat e hell... later i sure looked like a dead leaf...='(

but its ok i will be fine in e evening, all ready 4 vb n lastly jogging.. =) yuppie!! ooo read PG blog, wanna thank her so much, even through it was juz a few lines, i think it meant alot 2 mi, realli... i appreciate it =)

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5:34 AM

Thursday, September 16, 2004




at 1st dun wanna go sch de... but went anyway.. met darius in e bus... pei shan was in e bus too =) darius was busy studying comm skills... think im e onli 1 left nv study.. i need to chiong tonight... not intend to zzzz tonight le...but i deserve it..lolz.. walked wif darius together, tok half way saw Jason DAO!! his hair damn spike lor... like a durian.. happy 2 see him but i cant tok to him cos i m late 4 class le.. how sad... he asked mi 4 my hp no so we exchanged no n i rushed off to class wif darius le.. miss e times we play vb together... he always spike e ball at mi...BIG BULLY! haha... shall ask him out 1 dae to play vb =) oh yah HL, PG n mi gonna play VB tml!!! yeah baby! asked hui shan along, she so happy n started screaming... then suddenly remember she got a bbq to attend so haiz... wasted!!! miss HL, she sae she misses mi n PG too... realli ma? haha so cartoon.. she still haven return her lao gong e VB ball lor.. gd gd can play tml!! (^-^)

alrite, serious work time! Facc tutorial.. got back my class test le... 36/50... flunk in my theory.. wasnt concentrating cos i was toking to raudah all throughout.. she so cute.. nice to tok to her.. =) she asked mi if darryl is my bf? wat we looked compatible? wat nonsense... haha i laughed like hell... she sae darryl is gd looking.. yah i admit it.. he looks beta nowadaes.. beri sporty look... tan n blah blah.. she interested in tis type of guy..haha noti noti... asked mi much abt him...aaaaaaaaaaa ... hahaha .. asked her to cum along wif darryl n mi 4 jogging tml but she shy.. so funny...

oh yah... darius told mi tat qian hui is e same age as us? realli meh.. she was e reserve in ngee ann sec vb? is his info rite mah? think qian hui is e most chio in VB team le.. pg onli agreed wif my statement last nite... haha trust my judgement ger =)

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5:34 PM




vision now still beri blurred cos juz wake up.. i like wasting time... tml comm skill exam still slacking... so funny i had tis weird dream... i dreamt abt climbling a bridge then went to e park n jogged 4 to 5 rounds... saw grace then she jogged very fast so ran passed mi le... left mi alone.. saw weiqi... she sae "u not free? then here jogging?" i very shocked to see her.. then i 4get wat i sae le... i saw one of e T02 guy...e track n field de.. then i pulled his shirt n asked him to help mi... took qi to e locker area... asked him to help mi get sth out.. showed qi then she still angry.. so i fed up n told her "u trust mi i gg to hav depression soon!" then i ran off...

haha wat a stupid dream...wont happen de la.. wat depression... funny... i not so silly... i dun wan to end up like shao qi... life hav ups n downs... small things like tis doesnt beat mi down... so cheers n life goes on...=)

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8:38 AM




haiz... everytime tok abt darius? maybe ba..now gg to mention abt him again... haiz... alrite watever... i was thinking of skipping POM lect tml happen tat he tot like wise too n he msg mi on msn... ok we both skipping it tml... tok much abt amazing race... luckily brandon n nicole didnt get eliminated... so lucky! then i dunno y drag darryl into e topic... tok abt e prob... he conclude tat maybe i always ask him 2 go gym together... maybe ba... haiz... but when darryl asked mi out i also go wif him ma... does it mean tat he using mi too? sad... but after toking to him i feel slightly beta...but he dunno mi enough to judge abt mi so no much help also.. its ok... i always 4give n 4get de... so its alrite ba..he sae wat if next time find bf dun end up having one whose character is like colin in amazing race (hot tempered, treat gf like junk) n darryl.... eh? think too much le.. wont hav 1 de la... so hungry... shall go zzzzzz if not will end up eating =)

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1:13 AM

Wednesday, September 15, 2004




sweat like hell now... e match rather sian...NTU sux... they no team spirit at all, all chased after 1 ball, then kept bumping into each other... ok shall describe wat happen tonight in detail =)

went to e hall at 7pm, stood upstairs... so boring i cant see clearly at all so i asked PG to go down it shd be alrite de but PG dun dare... so stood there quite long cant stand it so i went down, asked mr wong he like beri happy n sae sure u can stay in e court =) so happy got beta view than e others... e bois team match was interesting n exciting.. ngee ann vs TP, ngee ann is beri strong... rite then went back to e ger team there... they warm up beri long i feel like playing but PG dun dare... so watched them... rachel looked weird in yellow (cos she's e libero thus she got to wear a diff colour), she trim her hair now beri spike.. most of e player wore e triangle shorts eeeeeee.... e butt like squeeze up..lolz... finally 735 e match started... yu shan is e best, rachel can hit all e low low ball, grace kept makin mistake..our team is such beta than NTU.. NTU sux lor.. won all 3 matches... alrite e match ended... our team sat together, i n pg stayed there... i wanna play vb badly but pg dun dare.. tok half way e team turned n shouted thank u to us? haha so weird... they sae they r touched tat we appeared? yi lin sae wan to pass us our jersey... cant stand it so i walked alone to mr wong n asked him whether can borrow a ball... yeah played for 5 mins..but not enough!!! got our jersey le... but is very very big...i looked like giant in it..size M...shd hav taken S...

tears were in my eyes while walking to e hall... sick of everything...POLY realli sux... realli very insensitive lor... nv noe how pp feel... next time i shd juz keep my mouth shut... haiz...
seriously hav no idea wat went wrong... didnt noe i used pp.. did i? so isit next time i cant ask u guys out cos u all will think i using u all? i hav absolutely no idea...feel so tired...

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9:37 PM




haiz.... juz had my dinner wif pg n darryl, heard from pg tat darryl cant stand mi currently...e time when we went fish n co, he thinks tat i am using him... arrrgghhhh... i am not la... y all of my friends think tat way ah... i gonna crazy!! scared of every1 le... he told pg tat i always tok abt sch work n darius? no lor... when did i tok abt darius? haiz...sux....is happen tat when we r ard, darius call mi... if u think i hav been using u, y didnt u tell mi urself? i wont hav realised it if PG haven tell mi... wats gg on...? y all my friends all so sensitive de... arrrggghhh... so tired...

lect todae sux... e lecturer tok like a snail... so boring... now i dun even understand ECONS... haiz... sux... read xxx blog... hmm suddenly realised tat wat i sae is rather impt to her... caught mi by surprised... but is for xxx good la... ya i wanna xxx to stay but even if xxx stay xxx still hav to leave in 2 years time... so its a matter of time... n no 1 can replace xxx de.. cos xxx is unique... but still, dun let friends stop u from persuing a beta future... cos friends cum n go... yes some will remain but wats impt...future is 4 life... haiz... could u stay? haiz... i doubt so... 3 more mths... will there be any miracle? miracles r made to happen not wait 4 it 2 happen... stay.... a word tat is simple to sae but hard to be achieved... a word tat will show my selfishness if i use it...a word which i use n whu noes xxx will think i m using her since already 2 person sae i using them? wat am i toking abt... could u stay? cos no1 would replace u... no clones... so dun be foolish... u shd think which is impt... friends? life in spore? future? not wat i sae... even if i ask u to stay, will u stay? future is impt or mi rite... think through...

saw ling ling juz now she is so skinny n bonely now... shd eat more... n i? shd eat lesser...
hope i can juz drop dead...y god created mi in tis world, when all along is a mistake,e time when i arrived in tis world had been a mistake..it didnt save anything at all... wrong timing...if i see god 1 dae i wanna ask him y.. sux.. no mood... NTU vs TP? no mood..i hate to be sad... i hate it!!! hope my heart prob juz jolly well cum back... cos life is meaingless n sad sometimes...

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6:15 PM




long time since i visit those blue webby...wooo so many videos to dl... love e bubbling video... blue teamed up with Link up... blue filmed their part in LA while Link up in paris.. a nice mix of french n eng... i decoded it into .wma... n upload onto my blog... =) blue rox! wooo lee is still as hyper as b4 in those live videos!! he rox! duncan rox tooo... love blue!! 9 more daes to their concert in spore indoor stadium!! wOoOoOo...

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9:28 AM

Tuesday, September 14, 2004




raining cats n dogs rite now!! aiyoh my jeans all wet lor, my umbrella is useless... lolz... i dun think i noe how to hold e umbrella... slept at 345am last nite... woke up at 7 am...read e econs stuff, blah blah, then went sch at 940am... in e bus, PG called mi... she wanna meet mi to pei wo... cos she noe i gonna meet qi later... so touched... =) econs tutorial onli last 30 mins todae so happy... rushed to e studio to meet pg n happily go my territory design canteen n makan... pg also got friendship prob... its between grace n her... haiz... she wasnt concentrating on her phone n in e end she sms grace wat she wanna tell eugene... sth like "... u ask grace to go wif u la, i not interested.." haha so blur lor.. wonder wat grace will think...we tok alot of e friendship stuff... i think tat both grace n pg r sensitive pp thus it is easy to hav conflict... as for mi i m e sort whu is beri beri insensitive so in e end always dunno wat pp feel n tat they r angry wif mi... pg sae she was rather glad tat we seldom n nv quarrel b4 in e 3 year friendship... i told her... ya is always she angry wif mi w/o mi knowing it so tats y we nv officially quarrel onli she angry wif mi... n she laughed n agreed totally... hmmm, ok...then weiqi called mi... so terrifying!! i dunno how to face her, dunno how to react...qi sounded fine on e phone...anyway pg pei wo go meet her.. i smiled to her when i c her but she didnt smile back... i tok to her... yah still like toking 2 e wall... she onli ans mi 1 word..."sux" cos i asked hows her presentation... =( as expected gave mi a letter... yah... i dunno la...p/s qi: i regard u as my friend all along... now is whether u still regard mi as a friend onot... not e other way round...alrite after which pg n mi walked ard e eng sch, design sch n biz sch.. then back 2 e studios, she did her drawing while i studied my excel... oh yah e radio kept playing blue's songs... 10 more dae to their concert!! aiyoh... wan to go sia! stayed in e studio till 1230... then walked to e lab le... score 14.5/15 for my excel!!! so happy... =) then hajar n i started watching animation from www.happytreefriends.com... haha so funny, cute n yet disgusting lor e animations... i laughed like hell... enjoyed todae... when walking home tat time saw ling², hardly recognise her... she looked ill.. asked her friend she told mi ling² vomitted... now she wanna send her home... hope she's fine...

yeah baby... cant wait 4 tml~!!! TP vs NTU!!! jia you jia you!!!

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3:27 PM




tried 2 zzz at 8++pm alrite can sae is got zzz 2 hrs la... then pp started to sms mi... asking abt projects n blah blah... pg calling to ask mi to play VB tml.. but no ball how to play?! tried to continued to zzz at 11 ++ but juz cant... wonder wat qi gonna give mi tml... pg sae mus be letter.. i think likewise too... wanna zzz so badly... then sms again... 12++am... weijie sms to sae he gg NS tml...time flies so fast sia... hope 2 c him soon... but i think could hardly c him le... then wanna zzz again...1++am PG sms mi wat thx 4 helping her on her story board... haiz... 4get it la juz crawl out of e bed, on my com n study my excel while listening to F.I.R cd... haiz... tonite can dawn e whole nite le... cos later need to read through e econs cos got qn n ans section on e portfolio in e morning... i shall be looking like a panda sadako tml... dunno how to react tml when i c qi... smile like i usual do? i dunno wat to sae to her... no more SORRY... cos its bullshit to her...but realli not i dun wanna meet her is juz tat it always crashed with my time slot...i felt so helpless... aiyoh... sux lor... pass mi wat... arrrggghhh... no mood to do anything now... not even sleeping... sure cannot zzz de... cos i noe 4 +++ corn will sms mi again... aiyah realli tonight dun need to zzz le.. can i juz drop dead now?

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1:25 AM

Monday, September 13, 2004




updates! weiqi juz sms saying she wanna pass mi thing... wat thing... pls no letter... i am so scared... dun tell mi she wanna end friendship or wat so ever... i cannot take it de... i now already wanna burst into tears due to e stress ms kuraman give... i wanna to get over tues n proceed to wed cos wed mi n pg gonna watch e match between NTU n TP... its gonna be an exciting match... can watch qian hui, rachel, grace n carol play cant wait lor... arrgghhhh i wanna drop dead now!!! arrrrrrrrrgggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!! i wanna scream!!!!!!!!!!!!! asshole!!! bloody hell!!!

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6:18 PM




arrrggghhh~!!!!! so damn fed up!!!! stupid ms kuraman!!! such an asshole!!! she made mi so damn blur!!! i feel like crying rite now!!! i dunno wat is expected from her...1 moment this 1 moment tat... arrrggghhh i feel like screaming!!!!!!!!!!! if onli todae got vb training i will spike tat stupid VB!!!! arrrgggghhhhh!!!!! i feel like crying!!!!! arrrgghhh!! ok enough... i feel beta le...

juz whined to pg on e phone cos she called to ask y tml is cancelled... sian lor... how i wish i can play some badminton or vb tml... but all courts r booked... haiz... asked mi to go shss to play vb... but i felt it was crazy... miss teo n mr chiang will think we r crazy darling... b4 grad everydae borrow vb from them n play... after grad still go back n borrow from them vb n play its nut dear~... BUT I FEEL LIKE PLAYING!!

arrrgghhh weiqi juz called mi... asked whether i am in sch... yah no i am not... arrrggghhh she gonna be angry wif mi again... rejection from mi!!!! arrrgghhhh i hope i can juz drop dead now...arrrgghhhh~~~~ i juz now already wanna burst into tears le... when looking for empty labs... feel so lost... n confused by tat asshole kuraman~~~ bloody hell!!! arrrgghhh .........

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5:54 PM

Sunday, September 12, 2004




aiyoyo ytd seemed to be a dae 4 drinking sia... corn also went clubbing ytd nite... afternoon call mi to tok rubbish... sae wat she having headache n such...another hang over case... wanna vomit like tat.. she sounded horrible!!! n still go orchard alone? then tonight need to work midnite shift? somemore asked mi to go airport 2 accompany her but onli 1hr? cos her break is a hr... intially i agreed but then she rejected mi? so funny lor asked mi to accompany her then later dun wan again... she realli gone case sia... wonder if she's ok... later shall sms her... haiz... love realli sux sia... it is sweet when u're in love but when its over u tend to break down easily... like corn... obviously she cant get over tat long relationship n she turned to alcohol, luckily not cigerattes if not i gonna kill her...but still it hurts to see my friend in tis sort of situation... although i had been there 4 her throughout e hard times, i still didnt help her completely get out tat hole... wat shd i do? i seriously hav no idea...

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9:50 PM




omg i juz reach home... my lord!b4 tat in e morning pg cum my hse to use com in fact she used e whole dae...its ok... she can use it anytime i mean i am fine if any of my friends wanna use at my hse... didnt do much work todae... hongmeng asked mi out on 25 sept to go play badminton, tat dae got NE talk...but its ok i can make it de as long as its a sports thing.. =) he realli noe how n wat method to use to get mi out.. his birthdae was over le...6 aug... no cake to eat tis year such a pity...hahaha

650 went to meet xinhui...as usually she was late...by 15 mins... nvm... i've learned to 4give n 4get... went to richard's chalet together wif glen... he had 2 work in e midnite shift.. so poor thing.. of cos as expected alcohol was introduced in e chalet... alrite i drink 2 cups of liquer, 3 cups of johnny walker red label... ate beri little things... in fact i am still hungry rite now... but i need to slim down! so its ok... felt tired after tat, lie on e bed... shared e bed wif weijie n xinhui, did took 2 pics wif weijie... nonsense pics... i tot xinhui was plain tired... so let her zzz for 1 hr, 11+++ e afternoon shift pp arrived...b4 tat i was toking 2 richard n jean abt some stuff... rather disappointed... i then tok to e afternoon shift pp...but i felt abit dizzy...i walked abit rite left... but still awake...beri awake in fact.. tok to anna's daughter n then bbq some fishball to eat but my cooking sux e fishball like not totally cooked.. alrite tot tat since xinhui was so tired le y not juz bring her home n zzzz... i tried so hard 2 wake her up but she juz cant wake up... omg! jean n mi tried 2 pull her... then my hp rang it was darius but i hung up e phone beri shortly... then jean n mi dragged her to e road to fetch a bus... my lord... if jean wasnt there i seriously dunno how~!! she's drunk but claimed tat she's not... in e taxi kept saying wan 2 fetch mi home 1st... damn fed up... my greatest concern was 2 send her home n tats it! thank god tat e driver was a christian.. very understanding... paid him n brought her home... i dun even care whether her parents will scold mi or not... but she insist she walked home herself..ok accompanied her to e lift... wanna juz glue her mouth...i dun care whether she's drunk or wat i juz wan to send u home 1st alrite!!! ok c her home... then i walked home alone, that was abt 1255 or 1 ++ le lor.. i was rather scared... i dunno y... my lord... i was like pleading 4 help in my mind... 1st person in my mind is darius..cos obviously he haven zzz... called him to tok rubbish.. cos i was scared... i noe wat i sae in fact i told him i went 4 a drink n i m scared rite now... tok n tok then suddenly asked mi isit xinhui gg US.. i juz drift topic... ok tok much abt my family n stuff i dun mind anyway... total 25 mins +++ ... now... my concern is whether xinhui will be able 2 wake up early 4 work in e morning or not as she work 7am tml n will she hav hang over... no matter wat i will try my best to wake up early to give her morning call... i promise n lord pls help mi...

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