Saturday, September 11, 2004
HAPPY BIRTHDAE TO MY SON/DAUGHTER GEK SHAN(aka SHAN SHAN) n ALSO YIWEI!!!! 911 such a memorable dae... tat dream n tat attack i will nv 4get...
cannot stand myself nowadaes! so lazy lor... woke up at 820am, slack until now... suppose 2 go econs lect also too lazy to go, intend to stay at home watch some tv (long time since i watched a drama), rest, revise my work, complete my econs folio n tutorial... but will i be able to do any of these? doubt so... PG is comin my hse later =) she got tons of work to complete thus need my com to do research n complete her project... rush rush rush, jia you wor!!
a qn doubts mi ytd nite... did eve sae we won NP? eh? then mondae we having match wif whu? aiyoh went to check e IVP games time table juz now realised i made a mistake!mon is e bois team vs NP... no wonder hui shan wan to watch la but she gg wif her friend...mondae our ger team dun hav match... hmmmmm but wed(730 -9) got!!! an anticipated match between TP n NTU!!!! aiyoh our all time rival!!!! die ah!!! muz bring out our secret weapon le...grace =) jia you gers!!
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9:07 AM
Friday, September 10, 2004
juz ate mussels n clams pasta in cream...felt bloated rite now... updates on e dae... 6pm went back to TP to jog wif darryl...he changed a new hairdo.. e colour is nice..he looked beta now... he ran 7/8 rounds while i ran 5/6 rounds... to be actual i walked 1 round... todae e atomsphere there was gd cos e production crew played songs by maroon 5, evanscence all those rock rock de... he so blur lor tot he ran less than 4 rounds think he dreaming lor... he ran non stop leh... we then proceeded to e gym, 745++pm we went to e biz lab, intially wanna book badminton court ended up booking tennis court instead, my 1st attempt... of cos played like shit lor.. i hit so hard tat e ball flew over e fence n fell into e reservoir? hahaha... am i playing baseball or tennis...so funny n embarrassing...luckily i found 1 ball outside e court...suay lor e person =X dunno y when i was running behind darryl i like cannot recognise his back view... he looked so slim n tan now... he looked like some althetic... i dun recognise him as e darryl i noe le... when played wif him tennis i also cant recognise him... isit bcos he nv wear specs? or were my eyes playing tricks on mi cos i nv wear specs? hmmm.... aiyoyo!!! i gained a kg!!!! YYYYYYYY!!!!!!! muz be e weighing machine spoil!! cant believe it!!!
840++pm, we proceeded to e changing rm... tot tat darryl still in e male changing rm so waited 4 him outside. suddenly someone shouted "BOO!" with a hand in front of my face, i was rather shocked & surprised lor... i turned n saw a guy... no idea whu e hell is he... he somemore can smile n laugh n call my name... i juz stared at him blankly... asked mi y i wear shss hse tshirt...being polite i ans lor.. ask mi tons of qns, tok to mi like he noe mi 4 ages... so i asked him wat course he in lor... chemical process sth... ok... he then asked mi wat abt mi... told him then he sae "oooo same as samuel la" ok... from shss de lor! think he from 4B samuel n shi min class de... told mi wat he in arthery n sports culture club... tok damn long lor... wonder wat took darryl so long.. so i sms darryl...yuan lai he waited 4 mi outside e female changing rm... cum n rescue mi from continuing toking to tis stranger... wat " so wan xin cya ard! byeee~" huh? dot³ who r u...nv see u b4 lor... -____-" but then quite gd looking lor... shss pp too friendly le ba... but dunno how cum he noe my name...weird...
met zhi hao after tat cos he in sch due to band practice... he is a beri nice guy lor, pity tat i onli get to noe him now... in sec sch nv hav gd impression of him somemore nv tok to him b4 until poly lor kind of wasted...cos we in diff class... or isit as wat samuel said in e testimonial he wrote, i was dao in sch? eh? but if i dunno another then i tok to tat another wat thing rite? expect mi to smile all e way in sch meh... watever..he too changed alot in terms of appearance...slimmer n beta looking now.. he tok like ang moh... his chi sux totally..haha... his jokes r damn funny lor...we somemore tok like long time friends lor... haha... darryl also blur... actually i also blur... ok we went to TM n meet weiqi n rachel tan... in e end, they cum up to 5th level juz to sae bye? 3 of us were like huh? haiz... qi obviously is angry wif mi lor... she nv even look at mi, when sae hi also not saying to mi.. i tok to her like toking 2 a wall... pointless le lor... everything i sae to her is bullshit to her ears... i felt so lousy... in e end i sticked wif zhi hao...r we still friends? i really dunno wat she intend to do.. guess i cant call her darling or dear le...e atomsphere was so awkward.. somemore we all like strangers while zhi hao n mi like close friend? haiz...anything or watever i say is pointless le...
she n rachel went off le... left zhihao, darryl n mi... tok n gossip.. e gossip spoilt my image 4 a ger in hosp course (zhi hao same class as her)... i tot she was popular n well liked... but...
oh yah, juz now saw rachel, eve, jelly, carol, qianhui,yilin n yijin having training..mr wong was there too.. carol spotted mi... i tok to eve... heard from her we won RP n NP!! yeah baby!! rock on gers!! n jia you!
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10:30 PM
aloha! sept 10...happy birthdae jerlin!!
juz now went to dine with xinhui, she dressed like a crow todae... haha she is already 1... oPpS! went sch early 4 comm skills project, but they all like all late, onli YH, jen, mi n darius were there on time.. e rest were late by 20 mins... zzzzz...had some arguements on e project, abit irriated by it, then darius's friend who is our a&f senior stopped by to tok to darius, she went 2 donate blood.. she sae she donated at e library there.. e urge to donate blood cum back =) jeffrey was so suay to recieve darius's birthdae gift.. wat ger ger balloon.. he so paiseh... anyway its polite to sae happy birthdae to him so i went to him n sae to him but he was rather paiseh...funny de la he.. e POM lect was interesting.yah... time passed beri fast todae also... mrs chia released us at 425, i faster rush to e library area there... searching 4 a vehicle or wat to donate blood but no signs of it.. i walked here walked there lor.. dun hav leh! beri disappointed! i think tat life is so unpredictable, dunno how long each of us can live... rather having excess blood in us i rather donate n save another who needs it...i dun mind to be tired or wat cos i noe i am actually saving another..naive? maybe... yah think my mama is rite afterall, i'm like a duplicate of my papa tat idoit.. he also always donate his blood... now dun think so le, i think his blood now is black le pollute by his cigerattes YUCKS! any thing of him his habits or wat juz make mi sick...aiyah beri disappointed always nv manage to donate my blood... dun think next time can donate cos can u imagine mi donated my blood n later go play vb? later dig e vb n blood might splashed out of e wound... yucks! haiz... okok went to meet xinhui she looked tired.. a long dae eh? went 2 KFC, chit chat n makan, e songs were nice... xinhui's clowslaw taste funny like got soap smell, PUI..she told mi she wanna learn guitar? musican sia... wan learn violin, piano n now guitar? so scary hor... all my close close friends throughout my life all related to music de... too scary le...pri sch i think e 1st person who intro mi to music is audrey, i dun remember how she look like le but i can remember her silky long brown hair n her living room clearly.. e image of her sitting in front of e piano (alot of christian decoration on her piano) with her back facing mi n played e piano...envy her tat time... i think i onli pri 3 tat time. then is Rina, she was e pretty, cute n sporty 1..always go her hse to play scooter? very funny... she's 1 person who i realli enjoy being with her... happily play n play in her living rm then 1 dae she brought mi to her rm, there was e piano... n she played...amazed by her... pri 4, went to mei xian hse to slack then i realised she noes how to play piano too... n she nv mention abt it until tat dae onwards then she told mi everything abt music... pri 5,6 is christine, suyi n nona le... got music la but is in e form of pop chi song, siao 1 la i remember last time we record songs from 93.3...i still got e cassettes...sec 1,2 is e sch bring mi back to music, everydae we got singaspiration(singing of christian songs), e seniors will play e piano/guitar/electric guitar... beri nice... sec3 then close to pg, funny de lor sec 1 n 2 dun even noe of pg's existence in class... okok she is an all rounder person, gd in studies, sports, music n looks... to mi she's near perfect le,envy her...she every now n then will play guitar n piano to mi.. last time she wanna learn violin...now? i dunno le... cornelia also noe how to play piano she is e best among all my friends... she grade 5 or 7... e highest grade... but nv hear her play b4, saw her piano at her hse like abit dusty... she placed all e catholic decoration on it...her passion 4 music is not tat strong...nvm next time shall ask her play...does darryl consider another music friend? he pro in flute...e western kind la... most current de is xinhui lor, play some old china flute... she too loves music n wanna learn more skills... wonder y god bring all these music pp to my life... n onli these pp can realli clink wif mi n friendship lasts e longest.....whu is e next musican in my life? hahaha
okok then after while mi n xinhui proceeded to NTUC 2 buy vanilla coke? ok...dunno y ended up i hold e drink 4 her, i also blur.. was sad... corn cannot make it 2 go gym tml... pg also cant... haiz... no mood le... maybe i go jog in e park myself la... its sian to exercise alone de... i did not hint xinhui to go gym wif mi but she tot otherwise, funny ger...tend to think too much de... but seriously nv see her exercise b4, sure exercise a while then rest much de hahaha.. wanna go watch VB match on mon or wed, pg also not free, wat go bugis shopping? aiya! is sian de la! i miss vb... although i played like shit, vb is still my passion... watching vb is a joy 2 mi, can watch carol, grace n rachel play... haiz... then xinhui suddenly wan 2 go watch wif mi? pity mi? sympathy? haiz... c 1st la... mon is ITE vs TP also dunno wat ITE dun tell mi is BISHAN ITE again? i dun wanna c tat "PEI DAO" ger, she tok more than she play... wed 1 more exciting, TP vs NP!!! wanna watch tis match more... aiyah, sian la, all busy...huishan, may, nat, huilin sure dun wanna go de... shall not whine le.. =X on e way home, saw calvin ng, obviously he noe mi, i can c it from his eyes but he acted dao... i wanna smile or waved to him but i juz froze my expression.. wonder y he add mi in friendster in e 1st place... weirdo!
juz hung up e phone wif darius, actually is onli tok nonsense lor, called mi to tell mi he wanna vomit? then i do my comm skill le mah...? xinhui called striaght after i hung up his phone... such a coincidence... not even 1 sec... ok called her back we chatted.. previously darius got sae he will call mi back but i also not intend to wait... cos is tok rubbish... abt his image n stuff.. happily tok to xinhui then he called, i rejected... he called again... so rejected lor... i cant believe he actually called 5 times n i rejected all... i scared le lor... y call 5 times... beri shocked... wat so urgent? then he sms mi sae spare him 5 min? no de la... tat time spare 5 mins till 40 mins... ok la... i mean tok to him is ok... but... he like every now n then call...impt ok la... juz now we ended conversation cos he gonna into lift... but we ended at e topic of jeffrey wear blurberry shirt mah... nth impt... another weirdo~*
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1:46 AM
Thursday, September 09, 2004
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO XINHUI n her BELOVED JEFFREY! missed my amazing race...sob sob... like marathon todae run here run there... but its worth it... laugh n laugh... luckily darius called at e peak moment n saved our lives~! hahaha saviour 4 once... went xinhui block...e plan i guess nv went well... candles r melting... by e time she came out e candles r out... (-_____-") ok lor... but like too simple le...
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1:49 AM
Wednesday, September 08, 2004
happily go eat some subway... now feel like vomitting... feeling sick rite now... yucks... wan 2 vomit dun wan 2 vomit... go TM saw hajar n marcus... marcus wore red... scared mi i tot whu wearing red staring at mi... todae presentation sux... Dr ang gave us peer evaluation form... overlook someone's form... tat someone gave mi low marks... haiz... nvm... i will work beri hard for my written exam le... i screwed e presentation...way too nervous... Darius's gp was e best gp, jerry played guitar very nice but his singing sux... samuel acted like gangster yah he is one already... azhar acted as e boss... jason n zhi yi like do not exist in e skit...darius was e narriator... they all wore formal todae.. but most of e pp in my class think darius is e onli person whu looked gd... yah of cos e shirt he wearing is chosen by mi... light blue... nice... during econs lect saw alot of pp wearing formal... most is bois... T02 bois... haha i laughed when i saw a guy from T02 wore some box box shirt then somemore e sleeve so short... like 70s... those guys wear to go disco.. haha... :X got another ger dunno wat class de wear formal but beri transparent... n her skirt beri short... sexy~... todae i n samuel like weird weird de... dunno y...yucks feel like vomitting ... i shall go take a nap 1st
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6:18 PM
hey yo hey! log online checked email, saw tat i got a new testimonial from............. samuel? eh? haha i always tell jen n YH he like a gangster... beri surprised tat he wrote a testimonial 4 mi... cos basically i nv tok to him 1... we r both DAO towards each other...except sometime he look at mi so i stared him back lor.. haha wat e hell...read his testimonial wanna laugh at e 1st part of it... realli lor i nv see him b4 in shss... haha cant believe he still can remember wat i told him on e 1st dae of orientation, guess he muz be cursin mi when i told him tat i nv see him b4 in my 5 years in shss... er but is true lor i nv see him b4... maybe got la but dun remember i onli remember seeing jerry cos he got play soccer... hmmm icic i guess i muz be popular in shss.. well known 4 my crazyness 4 vb.. always stay back n play like siao char bo... hahaha
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8:28 AM
Tuesday, September 07, 2004
so boring so did another test... true onot? not sure
Delirium, the youngest of The Endless, you are the
keeper of insanity, delusion and everything
else that's just plain crazy. You make about as
much sense as fish and telephone flavored ice
cream. You are truly your own person, and the
fact that your eyes don't match, your hair is
three different colors, and you have a floating
fish following you doesn't bother you any. You
have a truly unique perspective on the world,
and no one else knows what to think about it.
Which Endless are you?
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9:43 PM
excel mock sux... score 4 out of 15... haha my results getting from bad to worse nowadaes... aaa.... practise 4 POM tml... kaoz my script is e longest!! 2 pages?! how to remember siao~* but its ok ... tml wearing a little formal cant wait... so tired...wanna zzzz le... haiz... boring boring boring~~~!!!
richard juz now called mi...inviting mi to go his chalet on sat...cos is his BIRTHDAE haiz... means no hanging out wif corn AGAIN~!!!! my GYM!!!! arrrrrrrggggggghhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!! y so many p birthdae on sept de!! N SOME PP JUZ HAVE E DUN BOTHER ATTITUDE SO FED UP!!! BLOODY HELL!! HATE SUCH PP!!!
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7:29 PM
Monday, September 06, 2004
my god!! Facc test is so hard!! nv realli study ... all a/cs cannot balanced... then dunno how to find e closing inventory.. think is flunk e test le.... eilieen todae suddenly gastric attack then sent to e hosp... so poor thing lor.. wonder if she's ok...
after Facc test, went bugis wif ronald, his friend n darius, b4 meeting ronald n friend, i n darius went TM to buy his formal clothes... took so long to decide which brand to buy... he wanna e green 1 he told mi long ago he wanna tat colour le, but i find it er xin looking... ask him to buy grey he dun wan in e end i chose quite a no of colours 4 him but all blue de, finally pick e 1 he like... 79 bucks sia! crazy man... we so hungry sia... then went old chang ke to buy squit ball, i buy tat he also buy tat, copycat! rush to tanah merah to meet ronald... we went bugis together to shop...but 1st makan!! ate yoshinoya... they like kanna force by mi to go there... hahaha... went bugis village, darius wanna buy some pink shirt while i wanna buy black polo tee.. but in e end we nv buy anything... went to topshop advise him to buy jeans from there cos darryl had his there, which was nice... but unfortunely e new designs sux... so i brought him to levis... recommended him to buy a levis tshirt...nice lor... if he wan i can buy 4 him at e airport... he like wan like tat but still considering... haha my taste is gd de lor =) ronald's friend was rather quiet... hardly hear his voice... its as through he didnt exist...oPpS! think he shy ba... got try to tok to him but he replied beri softly..very very shy...
when dining in yoshinoya, qiqi sms mi... haiz... not i dun wanna meet her but realli cant lor... such a coincidence lor... isit fate? as wat she sae?...haiz
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10:25 PM
suppose to study Facc but was too lazy so slack until now... later shall not attend CSA lecture... attempt a test...aaaa not exactly 1 la... quite true..except 4 e after marriage part..ha.. here's e results:
You are Gold Lion, who is rather serious and polite type of person.You value personal relationships.You suppress yourself and act to be a sociable person.But you are really a person who doesn't like to loose to anyone.You dislike emotional atmosphere and vague attitude.You want to make everything clear-cut.You like to stay in your own little world.If you get in a situation where there are lots of people you can not express yourself and act as a perfect person.You are not very subjective sort of person, unlike ordinary women, but unfortunately you lack soft and gentle atmosphere.You tend to be too bold.You cannot help but stretch your hand to those who are in need.You are very kind person who helps the weak.You are also weak on compliments, and will work enthusiastically after someone has given a compliment.You will go about your duty steadily and loyally, and not get in a rush to achieve the objective.You have perseverance, and will work effortlessly until you reach your objective.Something that you have worked steadily for a long, long time, will turn out to be an asset to the world.You are careful and rational, and therefore place value to steady life.After getting married, you will be a devoted mother and a wife, but you are really a very dependent person, and prefer to keep your own little world.
wanna see ur own results, proceed to http://noracom.net/eng/fortune/color_cheki1.php
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7:00 AM
Sunday, September 05, 2004
so much thoughts in my mind alrite now, but i cant type it all here... very very very very sad, read weiqi's blog juz now, i noe she's toking abt mi... i noe... no1 is perfect, including mi.. since pri sch, i am nv good in triangle friendship (3 friends in a gang kind), i always end up toking to 1 more than e other, then eventually will end up breaking up or drifting away... i knew weiqi was angry ytd, guess she thinks i am givin her excuses or wat i dunno... there's nth i can sae anymore.. sec sch we seems close... sometimes will think is cos of sch work tats y we close, pg n mi's friendship is so much diff, we clink cos we had e common interest n we can joked abt anything... honestly i can sae i n pg more close lor... when sec 5 dunno wat happen ling² appear in our gp then pg hang out wif her, qi n mi hang out together... but still... i dunno la.. guess is my fault tat i nv ask qi along to hav dinner wif us (on e dae we ate fish n co), when she called mi i shd hav sae juz go n hang out wif us... haiz!! remember tat dae we went 4 sushi at marine parade, i can sense e tensed atsmosphere already... maybe she's rite i am using her.. i dunno... i hav no idea.. maybe i juz used everyone cos i hate e feeling of loneliness, i admit it if it is true...rite cry is all i can do... always friendship prob... maybe i spent too much time wif corn in e holidaes le cos of her breaking up... pei her whenever i am free cos i scared she will suicide n i nv spend time wif qi n e others... i am nv there 4 qi.. i dun understand her... or shd i sae i nv understand any of my friends at all, always is they understand mi but i dun understand them... sec 4 is emilia, pg n mi, emilia sae she felt extra in e group like she separating mi n pg, sec 5 is qi, mi, ling n pg... always is pg angry wif mi over things i dunno, i am juz insenstive nv noe pp is angry over mi... e word sorry maybe seems 2 numb qi le... nth i can do... yah i am e sort of person whu nv take e initiative to call pp nor sms pp, pp whu noe mi shd noe... n tis fact has caused problems... i guess i shd change... shd i? i sux la! i dunno wat i am toking abt la... i will be fine tml but e friendship will not.... often i wanna listen to watever pp sae n follow... can i listen to e views they had n follow e same path....? i shd hav follow it earlier n all these things will not even surfaced...but i cant juz judge another by wat i heard.. its unfair n selfish...i guess i shd hav follow earlier... all e things i heard....but to think abt it, all r true...ha...maybe not all friends treat u well truely, maybe i am 1 whu used another, maybe i took qi 4 granted ...maybe maybe...haiz i dunno wat i am toking abt la....
tok abt other things... glen sms mi sae i got work on sat n sun, 3-11 at e bar, working wif e big breast... shall put some cotton to enlarge my **** hahaha... haiz... still can laugh... haiz... so sian... got to bring 4ward my plans.... hope corn can make it on fri 2 go gym... n NO SWIMMING!!!
to suit my mood i upload e f.i.r wo men de ai....
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6:17 PM
nth to do rite now, so sian so decided to blog... realised tat lately there's alot of viruses across e web, n i suay suay kanna virus so many times, luckily i am smart enough to hav system restore each time i catch a virus i restore my com =) aint i smart?!
i was so tired ytd nite, brain had shut down 80% le, heard my hp rang when i was bathing, cum out n checked it out, guess whu was it? darius... haiz i got tis habit to call e person back de so i called him back, it was a mistake!! well, he asked mi to do wif him comm skills, wat 2 brains work beta than 1, say here say there is onli wan mi to provide him wif ans mah... tok ard e bush.. later we drifted topic to "whu u think is shuai in a&f course?" of cos he wan mi to sae is him... but i told him is not him, he's onli cute (well actually not realli,oPpS) then he kept pestering mi whu i think is shuai... aiyah pester n pester so fan rite! so told him, a guy in T02 lor.. he beri smart leh 1 guess noe whu i prefering to, 1 shot n BINGO! smart smart =) told him yah another guy also quite gd looking actually beta looking than him, his friend, then darius sae is from ngee ann de, track n field... wa gd gd sporty kind... but watever la, not my business. darius kept asking mi they shuai meh, y i nv sae is him blah blah asked mi how i think of jeff, aiyah darius n jeff can go bang e wall or juz grow up la... e t02 guy is more good looking n his friend also not bad.. after tat darius told mi got 1 ger either from t03 or t05, asked 4 his no... cos he is beri shuai... yUcKs, he damn "zhi lian" lor... pls lor... he is e sort whu attract young, stupid n maybe blind gers... still wondering how cum he noe tat was e guy i think is shuai w/o even need to think much n onli 1 hint given to him which is e guy is from t02... i asked jen b4 he shuai onot, jen sae no leh... how cum darius noe... hmmmmm...... aiyah dun bother la
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9:08 AM
