Friday, July 30, 2004
so lazy!
todae sch was as boring as usual... e moment i reach e business entrance i saw li en and kim sth... 4get his name...oppz.... then i heard a gp of gers singing birthdae song well it was my class gers singing birthdae song to Glenda... so i wished her happy birthdae... sat down along wif them n chit chat with hajar, yu hong and jen... it is nice to hav hajar's accompany... she is such a nice ger to hang out with n nice to suan also...hoho... then after tat we went up to e class to hav our comm skill tutorial... but mrs akumaran was late (haiz as usual), so i stood with hajar, yu hong and jen , we continued to joke n chit chat, then i saw a guy wearing black... it was darius... wat he wearing? oh e CO shirt...nice shirt but his pants sux... haha like tat kind 4 wu shu 1 so airly... finally tat tupid mrs akumaran arrived... tutorial started....BORING!
hoho 1250PM... lesson ended.... 4 of us went to design canteen bcos i won e "scissor paper stone" battle with hajar... ate chicken cutlet... aiyoh i sure grow fatter but aiya dun care la... e whole dae basically is chit chat la.... oh yah we planned to go shopping n catch a movie on 14 aug after flag day... cant wait ... but i think they still later dun wan to go 1...
2pm... even worse Facc lecture.... so damn sian... wan to zzzzzz le... darius good lor can skip e lecture cos he got CO performance... teach wat trial balance n suspense a/c so sian!
lecture end.... then go home time.... 69 bus came.... so i hav to wait for e bus alone... so awkward bcos samuel, azhar, jerry n jason were behind mi but i nv tok to them at all so weird lor... so i pretend to be sms'ing but of cos i did not sms any1.... then darius called.... ask mi to pass him POM notes.... but i nv bring so cant help him...
nowadaes is so sian.... these 3 daes my hp hardly beeps or rings.... haiz.... boring life.... sec sch is e best.... i miss everything.... life b4 poly is e best....
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5:16 PM
Thursday, July 29, 2004
hoobastank the reason
the lyrics are very meaningful.... guess no one is perfect...simply love this song....think i later go dl the whole album =)
Hoobastank Lyrics The Reason
I'm not a perfect person
As many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is youI'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
That's why I need you to hear
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over newand the reason is You [x4]
I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over newand the reason is you
I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you
Hello Kitty are loves ♥
8:39 AM
e song is still spinning in my cd player... knocking on heaven's door... haha sad song...now 2.12 am le... lazy to do anything... tml then complete my project... dunno y study so hard.... how cum we need to study? haven even touch my books... next week test dunno how le...aiyoh so ma fan! i wan to travel around e world! go back pack... go germany, london, south africa, australia... russia? wah so nice lor russia juz now amazing race show.. wow must go next time...but damn cold... russia is e one of e coldest countries in e world ok so dun play play... how wonderful if can go back pack with ur loved 1....e.g boyfriend? so romance rite...
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2:04 AM
knocking on heaven's door... :'(
e windstruck cd kept spinning in my discman, cd player n my com.... addicted to this song le... so sad song... reminds mi of shi min... i was realli realli beri surprised tat she committed suicide on sat e dae in which i was at xinhui's hse studying.... y did she go n knock at heaven's door so soon... it realli doubts mi... i knew her as a bubbly, cheerful n fun loving person... but she ... i realli cannot believe it.... i was so shocked when tzin mun told mi on sun morning.... he msg mi on msn n told mi tat she passed away... i was like....wat e hell y he joke abt such thing... i did not believe at all so i scolded him for telling such a stupid joke... but he did not joke... i was so sad.... memory flashed back... "how i noe shi min" and etc... guess i noe her through xueyun they all...after their camp... then shi min pg emilia they all will always stay back to play volleyball... it was so fun... with shi min around...she was so helpful and thoughtful always she will always run after the ball and throw it back to us... her skills was also good... she was a sociable person... but... i remember there was once she ran after the ball n in e end dunno for wat reason she fell into e drain... i pulled her up... she bleeded n bleeded... her knees was injured then a guy i 4get wats his name helped her to bandage then she damn cute she grab my hand so so hard... then she bit my hand .. haha she is so cute... haiz.... but y...
currently abt 2 weeks ago i juz asked samuel abt her n he told mi she was doing well... n yet she commit suicide ... y did she hav e courage to jump from 11 storey...
tat sat i was ta xinhui hse studying we studied n studied then outside crows were making e "ah ah ah" sound then xinhui suddenly sae "someone goona die" i was like "wat e hell y she so ah ma believe it such thing so china" tat time was 630pm.... whu noes 2 hrs later shi min jumped...
god... i am crying now.... shi min although we lost contact n we r not beri close friend....i juz wanna 2 let u noe tat u r always remembered in my heart....
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12:56 AM