Friday, December 17, 2004
in MBS tutorial now...i nowadaes kept breaking down...everydae cry... haiz...is sad...mama got so called 3 tumours instead of orignially 1...then i got much mood swing... abit abit angry... n sensitive... i thank hong meng 4 keeping mi accompany when im sad... vb... i quited le... i cried... no 1 care... except hongmeng n weiqi.. i thank them... i hav no mood 4 anything... dunno wat my mama wanna drag... she wanna wait till after chi new year then go seek treatment... haiz...naive... ytd nite wanna break wif james....cos i wan him gd... i not gd enough 4 him but always treat him like shit always unhappy... a relationship ended up like tis... y continue... whoever reading tis keep it a secret... i nv tell my family member abt james..but i noe he's gd 2 mi...but way too good le.. tats y i wan 2 leave him... i juz not gd to him... todae.... officially break le i guess but im beri sad... cry... haiz... sometimes i think i love him sometimes i dun think so... wats my feelings 4 him... i dun even noe y continue hurting....4get it la... but e christmas present i still will continue 2 make 4 him..... less sleep its ok... lost... cos of him i lost alot of things... i dun blame him i blame myself... life sux...
Hello Kitty are loves ♥
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