Sunday, October 10, 2004
wahaha so guai sia my monitor, expecting a black screen when i on...but got image not purple but normal images =) yeah baby love my monitor... haha wat nonsense...
ytd, at 1st james cancelled e meeting cos he sae he got sth impt 2 attend... well its fine wif mi cos it means i can zzzz =) but actually pg got asked mi out again de can is can go but abit boring cos TM again? so suan le... miss her baby! so long since we meet up when we meet up i tend 2 be bei happy do she feel e same? haha so 430 i zzz is damn tired...happily zzz till 445 james called mi...sae he paiseh then wanna meet 630 at bedok...eh? ok lor... fine wif mi... was 10 min late...he dun quite recognise mi, so i stood infront of him n waved...no comments... then my hp is full of sms n calls... haiz... at 1st wanna go gym wif qi de..tok so long... 10mins++ then no avail.... tot cos she angry wif mi tat corn asked mi out also... so i push corn down, but qi still dun wan go... haiz! realli nth 2 do le... i tried she dun wan... haiz... is ok... church 4 mi lor... =)
passed mi his cigarette n lighter n started toking throughout, tok n eating e anti smoking sweet in front of mi.. he ate abt 3 lor... will get poison ma? told him its ok dun hav 2 act in front of mi but he sae he wanna eat..went marina square... threatre close le... i not familar ard suntec n ms de... i like blur sotong lor he walked i followed so kanna fooled alot of times but i got a big heart... bought e tix n went KFC... haiz... i is anything attitude lor... eat wat also ok... we like cannot decide so went KFC... fats! he ate fast sia... i seemed like a snail... tok abt family, pri n sec sch life... more on family ba... can c tat he's beri sad.. sae tat actually also not in gd terms wif sis...father dunno his birthdae meet him like onli 2 show responsiblity, then he quiet le... so i sae its ok... my is nv meet.. but he kept saying his 1 is worst...hai...i dunno le... he like so affected by his family... mi ah? sometimes ba... but i got hatred la but dun think is a strong 1..went up 2 an open area after tat, shared a square rock chair...my hp started ringing again...then he sae i like business woman... lolz...steven also rang mi up ytd...so cartoon... we continue toking after everything...he asked whether i m bisexual onot? eh? cos i hav no bf b4? haha my time is packed ba... in sec sch all i care is VB n maybe studies... others cant be bothered... n i also not tat sort tat go woo another guy...haha so i sae yaya how u noe...lolz he kept asking mi funny qns lor.. so i changed topic to his ex... dunno la... he sat closed 2 mi lor... i can feel his heat lor... he damn hot leh.. so i asked him y he so hot... it was due 2 e med... face is red... when i touch i was shocked lor.... so hot! so i sae lets go threatre n blow some aircon... in e end is no aircon like tat... he like sitting so close 2 mi... i can feel his heat lor... suddenly remember i got water so i passed him n asked him 2 drink i also haven touch... funny then pass mi n force mi drink after tat he drink n sae indirect kissing.. no comments... watched "exorcist" dun understand e movie... he kept trying 2 scare mi... he sae i looked scared cos i hug my bag n its near my face, haha abit la... scary leh e movie.. but dun understand... devil n anti christian movie..
movie ended, darius called mi n tok then sae call him when i reach home? is funny... james tot i need 2 reach home early... but i told him b4 130am so we walked from city hall to dunno where... ran across roads... when we were passing tis particular road.. he juz suddenly hold my left arm then hold my left hand when we reached e path... i like eh? so i looked at him n joked joked la... like "eh? excuse mi? y u hold my hand when we reach le?" is funny leh..so he let go...isit my imagnation or wat...when he walked he like wanna hold my right hand leh...happen tat my right hand was holding my bag...i onli noe when walking he dunno touch n hold my arm how many times... treating mi like a little sis or wat? in e bus, ok let mi sit inside then sat a bit close 2 mi... asked mi ever tot of having a bf? y dun hav? eh? so i told him my view... tat i think having a bf is trouble... i wont hav time 4 him... i got vb (its my passion n life), friends, studies blah blah... if i hav a bf i hav 2 call him... but he sae a bf can call mi... then i sae time may not be rite... if nv meet will drift apart... he like tat ask i will xiang y sia... but dun think so ba... i throughout e dae also like hardly tok cos i sometimes dunno wat he's toking abt n we onli noe each other how many daes... cannot be la...is think too much le...im like tat de ma when i noe e person i will pull him by shirt or touched his face? i mean like concern concern then touch la not anyhow touch la... tats y xh got phobia against mi?
after tat he walked mi home le...but we went 7-11 nearby my hse there n buy drink.... n walked home... he wanna sae sth then my hp rang again... darius... we tok on e phone until i reach my hse downstairs lor... then cont 2 ask mi call him when im home... wat e hell... he so talkative... then james n mi sat on e rock chair... he made 2 swans 4 mi... returned e cigarettes n lighter 2 him... tok abit more... then i asked him 2 go home le cos he looked tired... hmmmm...after i bathed i checked my hp.... 4 missed calls... 2 from james 2 from darius... called james 1st... then tok abit again but i promised tat when i gg zzz i will sms him, so hung up e phone n called darius... is tok rubbish until 2+++ then wanna zzzzz le...
now? waiting 2 attend church... simply cant wait... so long since i attend 1... missed church... shall go find my bible... is dunno my mama put where le... always anyhow keep my things...
Hello Kitty are loves ♥
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