Wednesday, October 06, 2004
tot i could study ytd but i was wrong... i ended up zzzz from 6 till 8... then woke up watch tv... mama force mi 2 eat dinner... YUCKS!! haha shhh... her cooking is sux... tasteless... told her she sae my taste bud got prob? no comments... 9 wanna study, ended up watching tv again... chn u show... k 915 set my mind wan 2 study... sms kept coming in... james? he asked mi when i free 2 go jack's place? haha i kidding wif him de lor... ok la if i lost e bet i will treat him thing la but if is e other way round i will feel guilty n paiseh de lor.. so i told him he owed mi nth... if he wan then try 2 quit smoking lor... since he wanna quit ma...n he's e one who pass mi his cigarette box n lighter e other time de n ask mi 2 help him....i wonder if he is realli serious abt quitting smokin ma.. i like preaching him through sms lor... he sae wat its hard n i gave him pressure n was unfair cos onli ask him 2 quit? also to relieve stress only way out is smoke? eh? hmmmm...cos he's e onli smoker i noe ownself sae wanna quit de ma... but if i got friends who smoke i will do e same de ma, but i think with such attitude i will lose a friend instead... anyway i replied him by saying: " e choice is eventually urs..no1 will or can force u quit de..if u realli cant then so be it.. there's beta things 2 do in life other than smoking..but its ok la if u try le still cant at least u did try.. if u nv try then u r been unfair 2 ur health n maybe ur mum cos she gave birth 2 a healthy u but u ruin it.." haha long sms eh? i dunno lor i like got alot of thoughts aka bullshit abt tis smoking thing out of e sudden.. did u realise tat tis few wks hottest topic of mine is "smoking"? so weird lor... suddenly a person wanna "quit" appear in front of mi? still i doubt he will quit la... but i will try my best lor... so KPO lor... cant stand myself... in e end he sae his ex had forced him 2 quit b4, he did but when they broke up he pick it up again even his mum can do nth abt it.. hmmm... he like someone whu needs other 2 push de lor... hai... i dunno how 2 help leh actually... cos say is easier than done.. he thinks i anti smoker 1, yah...true leh...i last time also not like tat de but i dunno y it was tat time when in east coast seeing "someone" wanting 2 smoke anger mi n tis hatred or anti smoker thing developed in mi... wats wrong wif mi i also dunno... actually is nth wrong wat! weirdo lor mi...maybe bcos tat person was among my friends 1st 1 whu smoke... so it angered mi lor... im so weird lor! n i can juz ignore james n ask him 4get it but i cant make myself 2 do it... but wish tat i can help him instead... so KPO... anyway he sae he wanna mi 2 help cos will hav beta chance 2 quit... hope so ba... how 2 help sia... buy menthol sweets 4 him? cos he smokes menthol light? maybe ba... find him weird lor e dae b4 ytd he also sms mi asking mi "can i smoke pls?" actually he smoke i also dunno lor.. then ytd he sae i gave him pressure n been unfair... is funny lor.. i can juz ignore u, did u noe tat.. i onli work wif u at e bar twice n seen u 4 times nia... so u mean nth to mi at all... but i juz cant make myself 2 do it.. did god purposely arrange mi 2 meet him 2 help him? i not tat great ok!! or is god trying 2 be funny 2 mi n create trouble 4 mi.... is weird... haiz... shall do some research on how 2 quit smoking or buy him sweets 4 him 2 chew... can quit or not... still lays on him himself le... ha feel it so funny.... *shaking head*
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