Friday, October 22, 2004
nv go work todae... is so shiok... sick n tired of e bloody hell lavazza n somomore i need to calm down...so called in MC...stupid ah siang wat muz give MC...dream on lor... e simple plan's welcome to my life song suits my mood perfertly todae... i wanna scream out loud... no one's there 2 save mi... i wanna be somebody else... im sick of everyone ard... deep inside im bleedy...nth feels alrite...u might think im happy but im not ok..u dunno wats it like... E SONG SINGS OUT HOW IM FEELING NOW, everything on e lyrics~~~!!! haiz...tis mth i am totally not mi... im changing or transforming to some kind of monster... maybe im gg crazy? haiz...i myself dun understand myself...
sick of everything... monitor is send back home... but is like nv repair... no image? was zzz juz now then yu hong sms mi asking mi when wan 2 do project... abit fed up lor... cos im tired, hp image is 1 moment bright 1 moment dark... gg 2 spoil soon... on my com no image... more fed up..so fed up tat i hit my monitor so hard tat e image suddenly appear...lolz... cant help but started laughing... juz now suddenly no image out of anger hit it image appear again... is sux... felt cheated by every1 n everything... i juz dun understand myself now... i turning into a devil i think... so fed up... discman spoil i tot is my batt... so bought a new rechargable batt then cannot use cos not suitable... hp screen gg crazy... monitor now still got prob... sick lor... everything spoiling lor...n im damn broke now... arrrrggghhh!!
afternoon tat time i got back my result le... sux totally... econs A, Facc A, CSA B, Comm skills B, POM C+ ='( how dare e marker give mi a C+ leh... y cant juz give a B.... wat plus la... so ugly... haiz... everything sux!
maybe XXX is rite... juz buy sth tat WWW will like... i not wan 2 severe our friendship but i juz felt so fed up by XXX attitude n e way XXX was treating things... i waited 4 XXX ytd despite knowing i'll be late 4 meeting qi... then in e end gave mi such a boh chap attitude ans, joking? i dunno but i take it serious...damn serious...cos her actions n attitude gave mi such an impression... such thing is not playing matter lor... i noe XXX is busy wif life but at least try 2 make it gd...take out some effort... suan le la... so be it... anyhow buy sth 4 WWW la... i is no mood le... totally disappointed... nv so angry in my life b4, despite is onli small matter... ha... so not worth it... im so stupid last time...waste my time... i will be fine... tok 2 XXX is can... but maybe next wk... i not wan 2 end our friendship or wat... i noe maybe i hurt XXX but XXX realli disappoint mi... suan le...we're still friends dun worry... i nv wan 2 end up breaking our friendship juz tat i need 2 calm down... suan le suan le... im on fault ok... showing my attitude n such... i understand y they sae pp whu seldom angry suddenly angry is abit scary le.... nvm nvm... is my fault... is my fault la... sorry... juz anyhow buy la... i dun wanna think le... its ok... im fine... our friendship is fine... dun need 2 understand mi cos i also dun understand myself... i hate e way im behaving 4 e past few weeks... i wanna cry... cry out is best... 3 daes not working is e best time 4 mi... sun shall be e best cos i go church... i love sundaes!!
wats wrong wif mi!!!
Hello Kitty are loves ♥
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