Monday, September 27, 2004
work day 4 mi todae... my mama love to nag much...nag abt contact lens then coming home late...pls la... its my life... i control it not u! haiz...suan le.. since im ur onli child n ur precious diamond given by tat stupid father of mine... i dun blame u also... haiz...
went bedok to meet corn todae... she was late by 30 mins.. haiz... everytime no happen whu i meet tat person is always late de... haiz...4get it... nv show my anger..but was angry... went to buy contact lens... blue? nope ended up buying grey... had hard time puting e contact lens on...but i managed to after work... dots... looked like a cat...but its ok... vision is super blurred.. n eyes r watery... sucks..
worked alone in e bar... brought blue cds but onli 1 can be played, e guilty album cant...so sian... haiz... glen tok to mi much... but like his accompany.. beta than working alone... worked wif alice... is ok lor... after tat glen exchanged wif her n worked wif mi... is fun.. i was observing my contact lens cos dunno which side is which...asked some ang moh they ended up asking much other pp ... chain reaction? cute! but none of them noe... ended up they gave mi tips... =) cute americans! xinhui taught mi later... ok kind of noe le... then glen, jean n mi did an experiment on which wine n whisky are nice... drank much red n white wine, irish cream!! holland liquer... barcondi... spore sling n pina coloda... haha is fun.. but glen face is red n he cant make it...dots... tok much rubbish to mi.. so i pinched his face... =)
then corn visited mi... gave her irish cream to drink... dun care la... then she taught mi e contact lens thing... force mi to wear in front of her... so wear lor...vision super blur... eyes r red... but she sae is like tat de... ok lor...watever... jean asked mi to join anna n her to drink amsterdam beer =) strong beer... john uncle loves tat beer... holland rocks! then told her xinhui waiting 4 mi so she sae ask her 2 drink too... tot she will tell xinhui but she nv, so xinhui was rather shocked 2 see us wif beers... haiz if i noe she dunno or she dun wish to drink i will not tag along wif jean... i seriously dunno... she like no mood... i can tell..
jean n mi tok much xin shi... i find tat pp like 2 turn 2 mi when they hav xin shi... haiz... can help i will help but i think i onli lend a listen ear..but i hope i did help her... xinhui juz sat a corner then vanished... so i decided to look 4 her... told jean not 2 worry n promised tat i will send her home cos is my responsibilty... im not drunk... but i noe my limit... when i wan things 2 be done i will stay awake...send jean 2 e bus stop then called XH she nv answer... 3-4 times then answer... so worry lor... looked everywhere 4 her... found her... walked like zing Z... haiz... is drunk... haiz... pulled her she resisted... brought her 2 e lift... then someone called mi... is tun chye n jeremiah ... shocked... they working in coffee bean now...so happy next time can ask 4 more discounts... waved gd bye n turned... eh where e hell is XH...arrghh! found her in toilet... acting strong sia she.. then walked to e bus stop together... in e lift met corn, her sis n her sis's friend... much pp accompany mi... so glad... thx god... felt so blessed... =) walked together 2 e bus stop... then XH sat down n rest... hai... she is cannot make it lor.. shut her eyes... then helped her find her wallet n sat there quietly.. n praying... dig my wallet out of my bag...suddenly e tupid name tag snatched mi... stupid name tag... i todae kanna snatched by it alot of things lor... my rite hand dunno bleed how many times... but tis time ard is bleed much.. haiz... ran to e toilet 2 rinse it.. 27 came le.. she is drunk lor... anyhow walked... haiz...
reached our bus stop le... wanna send her home she insisted tat she send mi home... pls lor.... whu is e awake 1... my responsibilty 4 bringing her 2 drink.. argue over tis sending each other home thing...damn pissed off... i was like screaming n screaming... i was not angry but fed up... haiz.. i always wan to do wat i wan n i always mean my words.. if anyone realli go against my words i will do wat i mean i will do... so in e end she went home.. i m a spoilt child la.. stubborn also cos i m borned in e yr of ox... watever tats mi... i dun give a damn... ok sent her home le... walked home alone tis time not afraid.... rather relieved... but visions blurred due to e contacts... wanna reach home fast b4 e alcohol react... but now is ok... realli e strong drinking element runs in my blood... mama n papa r gd drinkers so no worries =) stupid father of mine... shall try smoking 1 dae if i am damn pissed off or angry... yah i mean wat i say.. so often i wanna try.. i like spit identity de lor.. 1 side wild 1 side good... on e nite corn, darry; n mi went clubbing i already sae i wanna try sth new ..smoking... corn was shocked when i sae i wanna smoke... she n darryl tot i was drunk... no lor.. i mean wat i sae.. i wanna try since i was sec 3.. i hate him so much! dun be surprised if i smoke 1 dae... i might juz try it...if any1 anger mi...wild? stubborn? selfish? tats mi!! i dun give a damn!
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