Wednesday, September 15, 2004
haiz.... juz had my dinner wif pg n darryl, heard from pg tat darryl cant stand mi currently...e time when we went fish n co, he thinks tat i am using him... arrrgghhhh... i am not la... y all of my friends think tat way ah... i gonna crazy!! scared of every1 le... he told pg tat i always tok abt sch work n darius? no lor... when did i tok abt darius? haiz...sux....is happen tat when we r ard, darius call mi... if u think i hav been using u, y didnt u tell mi urself? i wont hav realised it if PG haven tell mi... wats gg on...? y all my friends all so sensitive de... arrrggghhh... so tired...
lect todae sux... e lecturer tok like a snail... so boring... now i dun even understand ECONS... haiz... sux... read xxx blog... hmm suddenly realised tat wat i sae is rather impt to her... caught mi by surprised... but is for xxx good la... ya i wanna xxx to stay but even if xxx stay xxx still hav to leave in 2 years time... so its a matter of time... n no 1 can replace xxx de.. cos xxx is unique... but still, dun let friends stop u from persuing a beta future... cos friends cum n go... yes some will remain but wats impt...future is 4 life... haiz... could u stay? haiz... i doubt so... 3 more mths... will there be any miracle? miracles r made to happen not wait 4 it 2 happen... stay.... a word tat is simple to sae but hard to be achieved... a word tat will show my selfishness if i use it...a word which i use n whu noes xxx will think i m using her since already 2 person sae i using them? wat am i toking abt... could u stay? cos no1 would replace u... no clones... so dun be foolish... u shd think which is impt... friends? life in spore? future? not wat i sae... even if i ask u to stay, will u stay? future is impt or mi rite... think through...
saw ling ling juz now she is so skinny n bonely now... shd eat more... n i? shd eat lesser... hope i can juz drop dead...y god created mi in tis world, when all along is a mistake,e time when i arrived in tis world had been a mistake..it didnt save anything at all... wrong timing...if i see god 1 dae i wanna ask him y.. sux.. no mood... NTU vs TP? no mood..i hate to be sad... i hate it!!! hope my heart prob juz jolly well cum back... cos life is meaingless n sad sometimes...
Hello Kitty are loves ♥
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