Monday, August 16, 2004
i was so so tired, in e lab i realli was rotting lor..darryl n pg like dun wan to go gym so sian, so i took a nap, almost fell a sleep then pg woke mi up n sae she wan to go gym le...but it was already 545 lor~ haiz... after tat when we reach e gym, they all like dun wanna go into e gym sae wat alot of guys no gers... aiyah i dun care lor i go gym also not 2 c pp rite, 1 moment this 1 moment tat, so fed up! in e end they go up n watch badminton, also dunno for wat, i think i gave attitude la.. cos i realli beri fed up lor.. may called pg asked her to pei her eat dinner, so pg asked mi along, i think i gave her a black face.. so in e end she rejected may n we ended up running ard e stadium ok beta than nth. pg n darryl ran together side by side while i was at e back, i ran slowly n enjoy e scenery, actually they onli wan to run 2 rounds but i encourage them to run another round, but in e end i extended to 4 rounds...lolz..actually i still wanna continue de...haiz.. ok 630 le, so went 4 training. ran 4-5 rounds ard e court, then started training spiking... aiyah nv gd in tat..so discouraged! my stepping is totally wrong i juz cannot do it right, "left right left, pause, spike" arggghh so easy but i juz cant do it right! y!!! arrrghhh!! so stress... mr wong kept saying stepping, then wat ur hand need to be straight... haiz.. wat e hell la.. i am e worst player lor.. eve kept telling mi how to do it right but still... haiz... i always learn things slow... bth!
next is "servicing", cannot service e ball using spike method lor... so many weeks le i still cannot do it tat style, train for 15 mins, onli less than 5% of e ball fly over e net, eve n another senior were encouraging kept coaching mi how to do it right, but still...arrgghhh!! hate myself! e thought of quiting came back but i cant bear to leave e yr 1 pp... i hope e coach could juz ask mi to get lost.. arrggghhh
they had matches, onli nat n mi was not in e game (sort of la), but mr wong asked us to serve e ball, nat used e spike method so not all e ball flew over e net, i used e under hand method which i am pro in so 98% flew over e net. it was an exciting match but still i am pretty sad, when can i even play in e game? haiz...
e training ended, FINALLY! wanna take bus 8 de, but think a while maybe i shd walk to cut down e fats, but in e end, evelyn n pg dragged mi to e food court to eat wanton mee...wat e hell! walked home at a very slow pace, almost like turtle, pp were burning those stuff, felt so uncomfortable.. hai...sob sob... it's realli a long dae for mi todae~ haiz...i am so exhausted now!
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